It's been 3 weeks
Yes it's been 3 fucking long weeks and Kevin hasn't woken up. Doctors say it happens sometimes, they take long enough to gain consciousness but I was so scared. I was scared that he'll go even before knowing how I felt. I haven't left his side, I go to work and back here to the hospital to spend the night. But this can't go on forever, I have to leave one day. But I can't, I just can't do that. But for now I gotta go to work. I looked at kevin and smiled. I whispered in his ears. "I am going to work, I'll miss you."

Later at work

Rocher came upto me and asked about Kevin. Well many people knew about this as it did come in the newspaper and in the news. I told him he is fine and Rocher should get back to work. But he was standing their and fidgeting with his car keys and I realised he wanted to talk about something.

"What happened? I guess you wanna talk." I said.

"Look, I made a mistake. I didn't break up with you becaue of Kevin. I broke up with you because I did something really bad when you were gone." Rocher said and I knew what he was talking...he cheated on me didn't he?... I stopped breathing, I zoned out and I could practically hear my heart breaking.

"I cheated on you wit-" Rocher said and I cut him off.

"Look Rocher I dont have time for this. I think I am gonna leave. Let's keep every conversation in this office professional. Now please excuse me." I said this and practically ran out of my cabin straight to the lift. I was holding my tears. How could he do this to me? How dare he? I hate him. I absolutely hate him.

I reached the hospital and went to  Kevin's room. I saw him there and straight away burst out, tears flooding out of my eyes. I held his hand and sat down near the chair.

"Ro-ro-cher cheated on me, he cheated on me Kevin. Everytime I love someone they hurt me. They hurt me so bad. Why does  everyone does this to me? Why is it always me who has a broken heart? I am sorry to leave you alone tonight Kevin but I have to go. I have to go home. I am sorry. I want to go home. Bye take care."

I left the hospital and went home. Leo and Murphy are with chris in new york he really wanted to take them for a dog fashion show. So I am all alone tonight and I need it. I need to clear my head.

I need to figure my life out.