υηαωαяε σғ тнε ∂яεαм ωнιcн ωαs ωяεηcнιηg нιs нεαят

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ᴊɪᴍɪɴ's ᴘᴏᴠ

The unbearable pain that coursed through my heart and body led me to black out.

I feel my body but yet it feels so foreign to be in it as if....as if it isn't mine. This place. What is this place?
It's all white without any single spect of dust or anything,just colorless surrounding.

I walk taking steps forth to know where this path would lead me to. My steps pause when the floor beneath me started to shakes vigorously.

'W-whats happening?'

A throb surges through my brain making me clutch my head into my arms and crouch down on the unstable floor which is unsurprisingly white.

'Ugh!'

I groan in agony as the throb doesn't quits and the shaking doesn't stops. My arms that were wrapped around my head clutching it to somehow seize the pain and less the ache but to no avail. They fall down to my sides making me bend down with unknown force.

As my hands lands on to the ground my body starts to crumble as the shaking makes everything around unstable.

I scream and grunt and groan.

But nothing.

The ground beneath me shifts, slips and disappears with the pain so unbearable. I feel my self falling down. My heads spins.I shut my eyes close,a series of scream leaving my mouth.

Another loud grunt leaves my throat as my body colloids with what I assume to be cold hard ground. Surprisingly the pain disappears. I sit up while grunting and cursing profanities.

'What's happening?'

I cried internally.

My surroundings still white with no changes as if I fell and came back to the same place.

I look on the ground expecting some blood from the fall which felt massive,like falling from a 15 story building, but nothing.
Everything's white.I bring my palms up looking at my hands and soon trailing my eyes upon myself.

'Th-these clothes-'

I wore a skin tight black jeans with a untugged white silk shirt. I once again get up with no pain this time.I walk straight through the path,my pace fast.

Purple.

My eye catches purple light shining bright.

They are like small balls shining enormously. I squint my eyes to look the other side,there are also the same illuminated  balls.

I couldn't count them because of how much it was a pain to keep my eyes open, but as I continued to walk with half squinted eyes the lights gets on decreasing.

Looking back the balls stayed behind.  They kept on decreasing the further I  went, does that means I am close to whatever destination I have?

This isn't real for sure, This--this is a dream.

As I walked and walked my feets started hurting. My feets are bare.
I halt to look at the shining balls which have been floating along with me.

Only three left.

Not looking back I continue my way.

I walk and walk and walk and halt.
Turning to my right I face my self.

'Is that a mirror?'

But w-why is my face like this?

Emotionless.

Even though there are several emotions swirling in me?

I move my arm but-but the me in front doesn't.

It mouths something,something I couldn't make out to what.

Then it speaks, it's voice is similar to mine but not me.

"үσυ кιℓℓε∂ нεя"

Like a pang it's words hits my heart.

Intensifying a pain which I wasn't aware of. My hands clutches my chest near my heart.

"I- didn't"

A smirk forms on him who stood in front of me altough it resembles me it isn't me.

He bends down, picking up something,it takes time for me to figure out what it wasㅡan apple

He bites on to it with a straight face- void of any emotions, then looks up at me slowly a side of his lips lifts up forming a smirk.

My eyes widens feeling the atmosphere change as his smirk intensifies. Once again the floor beneath shakes,this time more vigorously.

He mouths.

"үσυ ∂ι∂!"

And again shift,slip and disappears the floor.

"NO!!"

I scream.Once again the scenario repeats like a deja vu. My head spins. A series of scream leaves my throat making it hurt. My hands raised up in the air,again I groan as the cold hard ground and my body collides.

But I get up instantly mumbling
'I didn't' like a mantra
The room isn't white anymore it's blackㅡpitch dark black.

"STOP IT!!"

I screams wanting the dream to end. Whoever is making this all happen
STOP IT!....please.

Tears slip down my cheeks as I weep without any sound leaving my mouth.

I want it to end- I-i didn't k-kill-

And then there is a bright light which falls straight almost ten feets away from me like a spotlight, but I don't move. I stand there as if glued to the floor- weeping silently.

'No please-don't'

But it happens.

The surface on which the light fell changes. The black hard floor turns into a grassy ground floor,the surroundings changes into the playground to which I dread to never go back.

'Please...No'

I speak in a low voice breaking down in my own sorrow.

The figures forms of a boy and a girl- they are having an argument.

The age of the girl is 11 and the boy- me.12.

'Don't'

I fall on the ground weeping. My arms taking the support of the floor to let my body weight to rest half on it and half on my knees on which I fell.

They continue to bicker- it isn't a friendly argument.

Its their last.

"JIMIN DON'T!"

I shoutㅡthe boy looks at me with his twisted face burning with Rage.

Crying I plead.

"Don't let her go jimin- don't"

I cry and cry.

I look up,the girl turns around to leave.

"STOP HER JIMIN-you'll lose her-forever"

As I scream my voice cracks and turns into faint whispers and the girl leaves-forever. The boy sits back on his bench with his useless anger which will soon come back to bite him and destroy him internally like it already has. I become a weeping mess-my body layed on the floor.One plam on my eyes which shed countless amount of tears and other on my mouth to shut my voice from leaving.

The girl's face stays in front of my closed eyes.

If only I didn't yelled on you.
If only I didn't say that you mean nothing to me-when you meant the world to me.

My head spins the floor beneath my body slips but this time instead of falling am already on a surface-soft surface.

I slowly open my eyesㅡ this is y/n's room.

I abruptly sit up straight regretting it instantly as my heads throbs again. The blanket that was perfectly tugged around me is a bit wet as the realisation dawns on me my hands goes up to find my face wet.

I cried for real?

Heaving a sigh I remove the blanket and slip put of the bed,with lazy steps I drag myself towards the bathroom.

Turning on the lights of the place I enter to directly see the mirror this time a real one.

'That was just a dream jimin'

I tell myself.

'Or more like a nightmare'

Going up to the sink I turn the faucet, the water streams out in full speed cupping my hands, feeling some running cold water on my hands I  sigh.

I look up at myself in the mirror.

The stain of the tears I shed forming as the salty water dried and is being absorbed by my skin. Again sighing I splash the water in my face relaxing in reflex as the cold water sothes the tensed muscles of my face.

1 splash.
2 splash.
3 splash.

And it goes on as I keep on splashing it with the thoughts filling up my mind with useless nuisances until the tap is off and no water reaches my hands. Opening my closed eyes I look at the tap. Hand.A small hand holds the faucet,which explains the reason why it's closed. With my body still bent down I turn my face to look at the presence next to me.

Y/N.

As the water drips down my face and some parts of my hair strands.I keep my stare at herㅡShe's prettyㅡa hell a lot.

Altough her face is filled of worry which I assume is for me, it doesn't fails to show how gorgeous this human is. With unknown emotions swirling in me I feel myself close to tearing up as my vision is close to getting blurryㅡclosing my eyes I stand straight to now be face to face to her.

My eyes trails over her face all I see is worry and fret painting her features.
I once again feel myself breaking down as a single tear slides down and I pull her to me roughly in a hug.

Something I needed a lot and so my body relaxes feeling her warmth and She hugs me back within an instant.

I breakㅡI needed this.

Countless tears stream down my face as I sob with my face buried partly on her neck and she tightens the hug slowly patting my back, Comforting the broken boy I am.

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Hope you all likes it

Pardon for my mistakes

Did you cried- a bit?....cuz I was close to xD maybe because I felt it for real idk if I was able to write it like I felt it

Anyway
Thanks for Reading

<Dark beauty>

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