Christian's POV

Tracy and i had just spent the last twenty minutes arranging all the candy we had collected today in order and i had to admit, it was pretty successful. Just for the fun of it Trace and i had also carried plastic pumpkin shaped buckets and we had filled them all. If i was honest with myself most guys who gave Cia candy were too busy staring at my girl to notice all the candy they kept putting in the buckets. Cia was happy so was i though i was still mad at those fools. I picked up a Snickers bar and bit angrily into it.

"Slow down there tiger before you bite your own tongue off." Tracy warned laughing tearing the packet off the KitKat chocolate and eating a piece.

Lucky chocolate,i  thought  to myself,  to taste her mouth.

"Now you have to tell me what's wrong?" She asks nudging my arm.

"It's just all those guys looking at you is still bothering me." i explain honestly.

Tracy looks at me like I've grown three heads and i raise an eyebrow in question.

"You must be daft or something close to that. What about all those girls who kept staring at you like a piece of meat?" she asked me.

"I didn't notice." i say shocked.

"Well neither did i notice all those men your talking about." she counteracts.

Looks like both of us were oblivious to half of what was going on around us. Tracy had looked especially gorgeous today considering it was the first time in years i saw her in a dress. It accentuated her long smooth legs that had driven me crazy all day. The things i wanted to do to her were not even legal but i couldn't care less. Her hair was down too and straight which was rare but made her look even more beautiful. Don't get me wrong Tracy was always beautiful but today she looked like a goddess.

"Quit staring at me like that." she said throwing a sour patch packet at me.

"I can't help it you look more beautiful each day that passes and especially today you look divine." i complimented.

"Thank you for for the millionth time today and you don't look so bad yourself." she said looking at me.

The house was so quiet considering it was past nine which mean most of the staff had left and Cia was asleep in her room. My parents had left to go over to Tracy's house for some party her dad was hosting. Tracy had decided to spend the night which i couldn't say no to because i wanted to spend each waking moment with her but for now I'd take what i got.

"I still have the clothes you left from last weekend in the guest room you used if you wanna change into something more comfortable." i suggested because even i wanted a change of clothes and a shower.

"Music to my ears, am tired of trying to get this damn dress to behave." she huffed getting up from the floor.

I laughed getting up too and following her upstairs. This girl had an ass and it took everything thing in me not to heed to the pleas of the monster inside my head asking me to grab it.

"Stop staring at my ass Christian." Tracy warned without faltering her step.

I tried to say something in defense but came up blank so i just walked quickly past her and into my room and i had her chuckle behind me. I was hard as a rock but i wouldn't touch myself so a cold shower was in order. I was keeping all my firsts for my girl across the hall just as i had promised her when we were kids. Just because we fell out doesn't mean i just went around jerking off or sleeping with random girls. I had much more self respect than that.

When i got out of the bathroom drying my hair with another tied around my waist i found Tracy in my closet.

"Trying to steal my clothes again i see." i said startling her as she jumped with one of my hoodies clutched in her hands.

The shock wore off and the guilt settled on her face"I uh.... was umh.... cold" she stuttered.

"Sure you were." i teased opening my underwear drawer and grabbing a pair of Armani boxers.

Tracy quickly turned around blushing " Yes please put some clothes on" she murmured but i heard her.

I wasn't afraid of Tracy seeing me naked, i mean eventually we will see each other naked so why not start now.

"Why so shy? You know you wanna peak." i teased pulling on my pajama bottoms over my boxers.

"Oh please its probably not much to brag about." she said her back still to me.

Seeing Trace standing there in nothing but flimsy pajama shorts and matching camisole was making my reason for the shower useless. Just for the fun of it and just to tease her i took a step forward so my front was pressed to her front. I knew she could feel my raging hard on on her lower back from the gasp that escaped her lips.

"Does that feel like much to you?" i rasped out because i was really playing with fire here.

"Christian what are you doing?" Tracy whispered gripping tightly onto the hoodie as if it was her life line.

Instead of answering her i leaned in closer smelling her hair. I instinctively placed a small kiss on the shell of her ear and Tracy jumped forward slamming into the wall in front of her. She didn't get hurt because it was a a light cardboard but my ego and hard on took quite the hit and disappeared.

"What is all of this?" a very shocked Trace asked staring at the a reflection of herself just in a hundred different looks.

"I can explain. Its not as bad as you think it is." i tried to explain myself.

She turned to me angrily " Oh really so am not really staring at hundreds of pictures of me hidden inside a secret vault in your closet." she shouts.

"First of all its not that secret you just didn't know about it and i wasn't stalking you Trace....."

"What the actual fuck Christian?" she interrupts me shaking her head in disbelief.

I need to make her understand before she takes it all wrong.

"It was the only way i could cope." i shout stopping her from saying anything else. She looks at me as if she couldn't understand but at least she was silent so i could go on.

"Tracy you broke up with me ten years ago not literally i mean because we weren't a couple considering we were just kids but you abandoned me. I lost my best friend, my confidant and most of all i lost my...." i couldn't say love so i settled for the next best thing"......my realest girl. You left me with no explanation at all Trace. I tried talking to you, coming by your house, calling, writing letters but nothing worked. You didn't want me in your life anymore but i still needed you in mine. So i captured all the moments of you i could on Camera and put them here. Sue me if you want but at least it kept me from loosing my mind to the fact that i was rejected by the one person i wanted the most in life." by the time am done talking am out if breath and i feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest.

Tracy looks at me with anger in her eyes even after i just said all that.

" I abandoned you? You the one who kissed her you bastard." she shouts at me angrily tears brimming at her eyelids but she doesn't let them fall.

I looked at her shocked not knowing what she's talking about. " What do you mean i kissed her? Kissed who?"

"That psycho bitch Flarrie." she bursts out.

"I still don't get it." i say stunned.

"Of course you don't." she curses chucking my hoody at me trying to walk away but not this time i think to myself holding her back by her hand. I ain't losing her again after i just lost her for a decade. "Your not going anywhere until you explain yourself."

"Let me go Christian. I ain't telling you shit." she struggles against my hold but i have a firm grip but not enough to hurt her.

"Not until you tell me everything." i say with finality in my voice which must have worked because i see her walls crumble.

" You had asked me to the dance Christian not her. Yet when we got there you abandoned me for her and no matter how much i tried getting your attention it was to her. You danced with her to our song and you kissed her Christian whilst i watched and you enjoyed it. The most painful part is you broke your promise to be each others firsts. What's to say if we had continued being friends you wouldn't betray me?" she explains looking forlorn.

I don't know what to say after all that, i knew i wanted her to talk but i didn't know i had hurt her so much. I do remember that dance very well and i guess if you were in Tracy's  shoes  you would think that i had done all those things. When we got to the dance i had to go directly to the bathroom because i had drained one too many juice boxes. I needed the sugar rush because it made me hyper and i wanted Trace to have fun that day but i also had to expel them just as quick. When i came out of the bathroom i overheard a few girls talking about how they all wanted someone to give them the perfect first dance and kiss them properly. I know its stupid and we were only around the age of nine and ten so we were still basically kids but the words hit home.

I wanted to everything to be perfect for Trace so i decided to sacrifice the first hour of the dance to learn how to be perfect with her. What better way to do that than with someone whose elder sister practically had men begging at her feet, she had to be doing something right. And that's how i ended up doing all the things Tracy had accused me of with Flarrie just because i thought she had learnt something from her elder sister who was in high school at the time. She was a slut, forgive my words but i didn't know that, i just thought she was beautiful and guys sought after her. Tracy was also popular at our age with everyone so i didn't wanna screw up but it looks like i did anyway. By the time i thought i had enough 'training' my date was nowhere to be found and i lost her.

I opened my mouth to explain everything to Tracy but she was not there. I had been so lost in thought i hadn't realized she had left me, well not again i promised to myself sprinting out of the room to go find her. When i got to the porch i breathed in relief because her car was still there. I got back into the house to search for her. I looked in all the rooms and bathrooms and she wasn't there. I even went outside to the garden but the guards said nobody had left the house. The last room i hadn't checked was Cia's bedroom so i crossed my fingers hoping she was there.

When i opened the bedroom door the lights were already on and the sight in front of me tugged at my heart strings. Tracy was lying on her back on the bed with Mia on her chest hanging onto life life like a Koala cub to her mom. Cia was asleep but Tracy was wide awake looking at me warily. I held up my hands in surrender.

"I'm just here to talk." i said in a low voice so as not to wake Cia.

" I don't wanna talk." Tracy whispered back looking so sad it broke me because i did that to her.

"Well your gonna have to listen anyway because i know for a fact that your stuck to that bed because the only way to get her to get off you is by waking her and i know you won't do that."I said thanking Cia in my head for her clingy self.

"Okay fine." Tracy huffed making me smile.

I knelt down on the bed and took her hand in mine kissing her knuckles. She tried to pull away but i held on tight, she wasn't pulling away this time.

" Tracy all i have ever wanted was to be the perfect guy for you and in my own nine year old brain that i what i was trying to do that day when i ignored you for Flarrie." i went on to give her the whole story about what went on that night.

" I want you to believe me when i say you were my first of everything. I had kissed you before that night on your eighth birthday because i felt as if my gift wasn't enough remember. I never betrayed you." i explain.

"What about hooking up with Flarrie and i don't know how many other girls?" she whisper shouted at me.

I was hurt that she thought i was the stereotypical bad boy but i guess i never gave her a chance to think otherwise.

"I hung out with Flarrie yes and we kissed a few times and made out once but i never slept with her nor anyone else." i explain embarrassment coating my cheeks red.

Tracy gawks at me in shock and i nod my head to confirm all the questions she had written across her face.

"Am so sorry i... i.." she looked frustrated.

"How about we start all over again?" i proposed still on my knees.

Tracy smiled gratefully " I would love nothing more."

I had to do thing right so i pulled Tracy's hand once more to my lips"I have never done this before so forgive me if i do it wrong. Tracy i can't remember a time i didn't know you but i can remember a time when i didn't have you and it was the most painful experience and i never want to feel that again. I adore you and you mean everything to me, you always have. I want to give you the world and make up for lost time. So Tracy Steele will you do me the honours of becoming mine?" i proposed.

A tear escaped her eye and i. Was quick to catch it" Yes" she whispered and it was all i needed to hear.

I leaned in to kiss her but my adorable sister until now chose that moment to wake up or show us that she was awake.

"Yaaah your now boyfriend and girlfriend just like Christoff and Anna." she celebrated clapping her hands.

Tracy laughed red tainting her cheeks and i have never see her look more beautiful than she did just then. She will always look more beautiful to me each time i looked at her. I settled for kissing her forehead because i didn't want to taint my baby sister. And that's how we ended up watching frozen for the nth time but i wouldn't have any other way. Spending time with my two favorite girls is better than anything.

Although one thought kept ringing in my head.

She said yes.
She said yes.
She said yes.
She said yeeeeeesssssssss.

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