dear journal,

i saw the boy today, he was looking at me from his room with his mouth half-open. When he realised i saw him he closed the door

he has blond hair and piercing blue eyes, i wish i knew his name (Jared for now)

Michael and I had lunch togheter today, he said he has a new roomate named Calum who has schizophrenia but he is nice. He sat with us too

I saw Jared again at lunch, he was sitting alone. He looked at me and saw me staring at him, i waved and he blushed but doing the same

i cut again, sorry

love,

ash