dear journal,

it's been one week since Luke hadn't left his room. everyday i just go there, knock on his door, and after a few minutes i go back to my room. sure Michael and Calum are my friends too, but i miss Luke.

i want to be with him

i want to hold him

i want to whisper beautiful things in his ear and make him smile just like i do (and he does to me too)

i want to make him feel wanted

i just want to be with him

love,

ash