dear journal,

today i went to the hospital's library and found calum there. he was reading harry potter and the globet of fire because he really likes harry potter. i started reading paper towns and we talked for a while.

michael learned how to say ''i have small nipples'' in gestual language, i think it's awkward because he is a man so he has small nipples hahahahahha shut up ashton

luke had some appointments today, i spent my day with cal in the library and then with mikey. henry looked like he was afraid so he didn't bother me today.

by the way, my date with luke is tomorrow aND I'M SO EXCITED

my blue-eyed angel is singing now

''Run run lost boy'' they say to me

''away from all of reality''

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

and lost boys like me are free

love,

ash