Namjoon's prov

I got told by San Yawn Submin from Blaming Tiger's I am a very complex person, and I should try not being part of BTS for a while and creating an album that is unique to me. So I have come to the conclusion that I will not be joining Hobi in the military and will be working on my album.

It's February, so I still have time before Hobi enlists. I just hope everything goes well.

It's April Hobi's going into the military this month; I feel like I'm going through the 5 stages of grief. I know it's happening, but I can't believe it.

Time of Hobi's enlistment

I went to watch Hobi enlist today. I was feeling so sad, but I couldn't let myself cry on camera because it would make it harder for the Army.

As I am writing this, my hands are shaking, and I can feel my eyes burning, but I think I missed my chance to cry. I guess I should watch a movie and see if that will let me cry.