Tonight I'm not able to sleep, I can't even close my eyes. My mind keeps wondering somewhere off to Yugyeom. That guy's image is damn printed into my mind, all I can think about is only him.

I keep turning around in my bed, trying to get some rest.
After a bit, I reach the shelf, quickly grabbing my phone and checking the time. It's past midnight.
Tonight seems really calm and warm outside, maybe I should go take a breath of fresh air and come back into my room later, hopefully that'll help me sleep.

I plug my headphones, maybe some music will make me feel better. I guess I should take a walk around the city while listening to some relaxing music.

As I am slowly walking on the sidewalk, I am noticing the beautiful streetlights sparkling around, but no one seems to be out on the streets at this late hour.
Oh, wait...I barely see a tall figure somewhere far away from me, I guess it's a drunk guy or something. Anyway, I'm walking into that person's direction, I'll just ignore him.

I'm wondering if Jackson is sleeping, I'm sure his lame silly jokes would make me laugh a bit and take my mind off that dude...nevermind. I sight and keep walking on the same path, until I get closer to the person I saw before.

It is a tall boy with red hair. His looks immediately remind me of...Yugyeom. COULD IT BE HIM?!...no, no, no it can't! It's only in my mind!

The guy turns around and I recognise his face in a second. It really was him!

''Bambam!'' he shouts at me.

''Bambam!!'' he calls my name again.

I take off my headphones and instinctively run at him, pulling him into a hug.

''I can't believe that I randomly found you wondering on the streets at this hour...I've been thinking about you the whole time that's why I went outside...'' I mumble.

I can feel the smell of the acohol and cigarette impregnated into his clothes and hair.

''Let's go.'' he grabs my hand almost violently and starts walking fast. I notice that he's drunk and a bit dizzy.

''What? Where? Yugyeom what are you intending to do? Yugyeom, you're drunk!'' I say a bit scared and confused.

''Shhh, just follow me.'' 

I shut up and follow him. This is not good, I should be in bed now sleeping! He's drunk and capable of anything what am I puting myself into?...ugh, I don't care as long as it's Yugyeom...guess I won't hold back and give into my darkest desires...

He takes me to his apartament, quickly going up the stairs. It didn't take long before we found ourselves into his home. He locked the door and fixed his lustful gaze on me, then he took off his black shirt and pushed me onto the couch, wildly kissing my lips.

I didn't even have time to react well. This is it, seems I'm not going to remain so innocent after all...there's no escape from this.

I am back with new chapters! I know it has been a while since I last updated, sorry for that.