I immediately feel his hand, travelling across my abdomen and going more and more lower. I stop him, embarassed by grabbing his wrist.

''Yugyeom...'' I say, looking sort of guilty at him.
''You don't trust me right?'' his voice seems to have changed, it was tenderly loving now.
''It is not that...I just...I never done this before and I wouldn't like this to happen in such place, I feel somehow...scared...'' I lower my head.

He lifts my chin a bit, so he could look right into my eyes: ''I understand you perfectly and I will respect your choice, Bambam.'' he says, before deeply kissing my lips.

''T-thank you!...''I manage to say after we broke the kiss.
Then I continue: ''I should be going home and stop keeping you from work.''
''It's alright, Bambam, you did nothing wrong.'' he smiles.

After I give him a tight hug and a peck on his lips, I leave.
We didn't exchange any phone numbers or anything that could help us contact each other in the future. 

After nearly 40 mins:

I finally got home.
It's 3am.
I throw myself on the bed, as I usually do and trying to clear my mind.
What should I do? He's a stripper...I am not sure if I should keep seeing him or not...I'm confused, I need help...

I take the phone out of my jacket's pocket and quickly dial my brother's number. He is in America right now so it should be afternoon or something there.

''Hey, Bambam! Did anything happen? I think it's pass midnight in Korea right now, are you alright?'' he said right after he picked up. I know my brother would say that, he usually worries about me and he's kind of overprotective when it comes to me.

''Many thing happend Mark hyung...'' I let out a sight.
''Tell me, I wanna help you!''

''It all starts with me going to a club that just opened tonight. I'm 19 so I felt that I could go have some fun, it was my first time tho. There I met a guy...a really handsome guy. We made out in the bathroom, I could feel he was so needy but I stopped him.''

''So it was only kissing and touching I presume.'' Mark says after listing carefully to my little 'adventure story'.
''Yea and I called you, because I don't know what do to about this guy, should I date him?''

''Hmm, I think you should stop seeing him for a while and focus on your school work. Let him try to find you! If he comes at you and reaches you then you'll surely know that he truly loves you and he didn't only want to have a night stand with you, did you understand what I'm pointing out here?'' 

''Yes, hyung...'' I say, somehow disappointed. I think I do feel something more than sexual attractiong for Yugyeom.
''Now I gotta go Bam, call me if you need someone to talk with! Take care, bye!'' Mark ends the call.

I throw the phone on the bed. Man...what if Yugyeom won't be searching for me? He doesn't even know my real name's Kunpimook Bhuwakul, how would he even be able to find me?...I guess I should try to do what my brother said...

I take off my jacket and go take a shower. I need to calm down and be positive, maybe...with some pure luck, Yugyeom will find me...

I know I said it's going to be a smut book, but I've changed the plot a little bit, the smut chapters will be further in the book :3
I promise I'll make it as interesting as possible!
Ty for reading!
*Also don't forget to check out my friend's story, I mentioned about it in the previous update.