Mitch's POV

  I stepped out of the car and smiled weakly as Adam hugged me. We hadn't seen eachother in person for quite a few years, not since I quit YouTube. I thanked him for the extra car and began to drive.

  I had tried to continue, but as I got older and as it became harder to cope without Jerome, I had to stop.

  So many people had tried to comfort me, but I fell into depression. The guy I loved wasn't here, I couldn't do it any longer. I had already resolved on what I was going to do.

  I was in Jerome's old house, now I walked to our room. The house hadn't been sold, I thought about buying it, but later decided not to.

  I ran my hand over the computer, then closed my eyes, grabbing my phone and setting it up to record.

  "Hey guys, I've decided that I can't live without him any longer. I love Jerome to much to be without him and I'd rather die than live in a world without him. You guys have been awesome through my life, and without any of you I think this would've happened much, much sooner.

  Thank you guys, for everything. I love all of you so much, but I love him more."

  I ended the recording and sent it to all of my contacts, then grabbed the bottle in my pocket. I dumped the ten pills into my hand and grabbed some water, popping then one after another.

  I soon finished and laid in the bed, nuzzling into the pillow and closing my eyes. I fell asleep.

  And I didn't wake up.