Saturday
I moved into my dorm today.
I was wandering around, trying to get a grip of the place when Mirae pulled me over.

"You got in! Have you met any idols yet?" She asked, pulling me to a table.
I was assuming she was on break, so I started talking.

"I met Han and Minho, but I mean I had already met them before. They remembered me, too. But Han just helped me find my training room. Other than that I've just encountered a lot of staff and trainees." I explained.

"So no Felix?" She questioned.
I eyed her off.
"Can you tell me what is so special about this Felix guy? Like if you're saying he's my friend from Suwon, he's not. He was with his Grandma when Stray Kids was in Australia, so please cut it out! Maybe he has a twin, or I don't know it's a doppelgänger by chance but just please stop." I asked, hiding my face in my hands.

Mirae shrugged. "You're the one who's being naive."

Then she walked off, leaving me alone at the table.

Sunday
I saw Han today.
Well, more like he saw me, approached me, and spoke about a dinner with his group.

"Well, when I mean my group it'll probably just be Minho Hyung, me and Hyunjin hyung . The others are always out and about. Maybe Jeongin, and Seungmin but not likely. The Aussie line will be out, it's a Sunday after all." He explained.
"That's okay, I'll be getting free dinner so no complaints." I smiled slightly.

"Ah, now you see if I make food you'll be getting a pile of charcoal, but I mean you've got the spirit!" Han chuckled, and I giggled in response.

He was so kind, and it was a nice change.

"Better than nothing- or really greasy take out. Made me sick the last time I ordered it." I shuddered, as Han laughed in response.

"Well, I'll get Minho hyung to cook for us. Meet me in your usual dance room at 6?" Han asked, standing outside said room.

"Well, it's three now so I'll probably still be in here. Thank you, for this." I smiled.
He shook his hand. "Ah, no need to thank me. Being a trainee shouldn't be as scary as it's set out to be, you know?"

I nodded with a smile, as he waved and walked off.

As he said he came back at six, leading me with him cautiously out to his dorm, which was in a different building to mine.
He was careful, helping me duck down and hide from the press as he did.

"The world would get so raged up seeing me with a girl. Don't really understand their problem, to be honest." Han whisper-smiled, as he finally led me through the back door of the building, and up the elevator.

We arrived at the front door to his dorm quickly, unlocking it as he let me in.

His friend, Minho, stood in the kitchen, as the smell hit me.
He was a good cook.

Minho turned, smiling before his expression turned to one of distaste as he looked at me.

"Han, why is she here?"

"I told you I was inviting her for dinner? What is your problem?"

Minho banged the wooden spoon he was holding against the counter.

"My problem is you're making the same fucking mistake you made a year ago, and I don't want to see you suffer again." Minho spat, storming off.

Han stared at the floor for a minute, before he rushed to turn all the stoves and oven off, muttering an apology to me, before rushing off after his friend.

I just stood there, another male wandering into the kitchen.
"Now what is all the noise about- hi?" He asked, changing his words mid-sentence as he looked at me, then towards the direction the others had walked off in.

"Are you with Han? Y/N yes?" He asked.
I nodded, as he relaxed, holding out a hand.
"I'm Hyunjin. Pleasure to meet you darl, but I'm sorry I need to cut it short. I'm hungry and Hyung promised me food by now." He smiled, grimacing slightly as he walked off following the others.

I sat at the kitchen counter, swiping through my phone, my foot tapping unconsciously.

I heard voices at the door, discussing something in English.

"Look, Lix, you need to tell her sooner rather than later, y'know?"
"I know Chan Hyung, but I'm scared."

The door opened as a blue-haired male wandered through, looking at me stunned.
His companion looked at me, but I only saw him for a second before he rushed off to his room.

Bang Chan watched him, then looked at me, as his expression tensed.

"Did Han invite you?"

I nodded. "I'm starting to feel like I should go. Please tell him I'll come by another day." I said, standing up and walking closer to the door.

"My names Y/N. Nice to meet you."

I pushed myself behind Bang Chan, as he watched me walk away.

"Y/N, as in the Y/N- Han just what have you done?" He grumbled, once again following down the hall, to where four male voices rung out.