L̥O̥S̥E̥ M̥Y̥ M̥I̥N̥D̥

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T̥i̥t̥l̥e̥: no matter what OR habits of my heart
M̥o̥v̥i̥e̥/s̥e̥ḁs̥o̥n̥: one-six
L̥o̥v̥e̥ i̥n̥t̥e̥r̥e̥s̥t̥: Scott McCall,Derek Hale
C̥h̥ḁr̥ḁc̥t̥e̥r̥ n̥ḁm̥e̥: Casper Wilder
F̥ḁc̥e̥ c̥l̥ḁi̥m̥: Miguel Herran

"Just tell me,was I ever more then just rebound?"

"Derek,if your not going...if you don't really like me,please just tell me."

☆(.Ø₮ⱧɆⱤ₴)☆.

∂єѕ¢яιρтσи: "When I was a young boy I was scared of growing up
I didn't understand it but I was terrified of love
Felt like I had to choose but it was outta my control
I needed to be saved, I was going crazy on my own
Took me years to tell my mother, I expected the worst
I gathered all the courage in the world"

OR

"You know I'd rather be alone
But then you call me on the phone

Oh, the habits of my heart
I can't say no
It's ripping me apart
You get too close
You make it hard to let you go"

ѕуρσиιѕ: "he didn't know how express his love,and never wanted to,because when he did,it was always to the wrong person."

ρℓσт: Casper Wilder never was good at choosing his lovers. Like,how he had admitted his feelings for Scott McCall,only to have the boy say how he liked Allison Argent. Then,he ran to Derek Hale,hoping his best friend-also crush-would make him feel better. But,never,told Derek,afraid he'd say the same thing.

N͍O͍T͍E͍S͍

₁: Casper Wilder is gay

₂: he likes both Scott and Derek

₃: is only a year older then Scott

₄: he is not a werewolf in the beginning

₅: but he does know of them

₆: doesn't like Allison

₇: is friends with Stiles

₈: had threatened Jackson

₉: Derek turns him

₁₀: he is one of the only ones who had a chance on fighting Derek

₁₁: he fought Peter

₁₂: he goes to the hospital with Derek

₁₃: ends up fighting Peter

𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖊𝖘:. αvαιвℓε