Chapter 16
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Where's anika... as door got flung open infront of him. He asked the question breathing heavily. Last one hour was hell for him. he was searching each and every possible place "where he could find her. But not getting her anywhere had made his condition worsen. he was thinking every horrible thing which could Happened to her being all alone . .He wasn't able to think straight. His mind was blank. While his heart was thumping fastly thinking Again and again about her past attempt to take her life. He was literally praying to god that nothing should happen to her. Otherwise he won't able to forgive himself ever. Whatever he has done to her. Or his family. It broken her inside. And In This situation she is so fragile to think anything straight. He just wanted her to be with him as soon as possible. So that he could stop her to do anything bad to himself. He was going through all this phase when Thank fully his body guard and his team traced her number and sent him address of her location. And here you go " he is standing infront of the Krystal house huffing badly..
You here ?,, Krystal asked to shivaay in baffled state who didn't expect him at this time standing in her apartment door.
Where's anika ???? He yet again ask having trembling hands " which are not staying on one place and moving continuously to his hair to neck biting his bottom lip in anxiety.
She ... she is inside. ... she didn't even complete her words that he barged inside and started looking around wondering his eyes everywhere being impatient to get her glimpse.
She is in my room. Right behind you. She says softly , pointing behind him.
Thank you. He thanks her immediately and Took heavy steps towards her room. And in two seconds he was inside finding her Laying on the bed back facing him. Seeing her laying like this. He scan her whole body and his heart broke into pieces seeing her condition. Tears gathered In his eyes finding her so weak. Her arm have big scar " where he guessed his grandma hit her according to his mother. And then her feet they have been bruised up till her ankles all red and puffy having skin peeled off and torn on some sides. He slowly move towards her and Kept his knee on the mattress taking place near her. Anika flinch feeling dip behind her back. She slowly turn thinking might it's Krystal. But she got shocked when she find not other then her husband sitting besides her looking her with numerous emotions in his cyan blue eyes which she never seen ever. She slowly raise her body and sat on the bed looking down not able to look at him. Her hair literally covered her half face while gazing down.which soon tucked by him. But soon he flinch when he saw her red swollen cheek. Where he predict her mother slapped her. In a day so many things happened with her that he can't even fathom what she would be experiencing right now deep down into her heart.
He slowly crawl his hand towards hers and about to hold her palm. But she didn't let him and dragged it away sniffling.
What are you doing here ??? she ask in her hoarse voice sitting looking down.
I just came in search of you. He says softly scooting more towards her. But she swap away clearing infront him that she don't want him to be near her.
Why ??? Does malika still needs blood or she needs me to donate her my any of organ. She asked looking at him blankly having red puffy eyes. Which he presume she got because of crying since morning.
I didn't came for malika. I've came for you. Do you know how sick worried I was for you. I've been searching you from Last two hours since I've got to know "you left the house. He informed her gazing at her with loads of emotions. Which she is still not able to figure out why he is having them.
I'vent died yet mr oberoi. But soon I will. As I've got to know that I don't have purpose of living a useless life. So better if I end it soon and set free each and every person including you. Who is having problem because of my existence. Hearing her something churn in his heart making it skip a beat. Anger raised in him seeing her talking about death openly infront of him like that.
Stop anika. Just talking about death like this.I can't lose one more important person of my life like this. Tears crossed his eyes while thinking about their child who left them before coming into the world. And now she is talking to leave him as well.
I wanna die ok ( she sobs ). I want to finish all this. I can't bear it anymore. It hurts shivaay. She hiccups. It hurts so bad seeing people hating on me without any reason. Whomever I've considered as my own. He is the only one ditched me and my existence becoming unbearable for him. I can't do this any more. I'm tired seeing people targeting me All the time and breaking my heart into pieces. I'm so exhausted seeing people not trusting on me whwn they should.... She hiccups looking at him With floody eyes. Since childhood I've been suffering. ( she hiccups ). First baba. ( Hic ). He left me. And then my mother decided to move on with the man who hated me to the Core. I'd been living hell life with them. Bht still I'd hope that might god have written my ahead life better. Maybe still there's someone" who will love me more than anything ( she weeps badly ). But I was wrong. I was .... I was utterly wrong. My life after marriage got worsen. You never loved me shivaay. I was ... I was just a woman in your life to have sex with and then you leave her like a ugly toy "which you don't wanna play With. ( she sobs ). I tried my best to make things fine between us. But everything just kept getting bad and bad. I couldn't win you. And how could I ... (she sat tiredly while looking at him. ). When someone else was residing in your heart . Your day start with malika. And ends with her. All the time "which you should spend with me. You do with her. I'd thought with passing times things will be different. But I was wrong. She has became s nightmare in my life.... She hates me shivaay. ( she sniffles). She hates me. And that hate led her to take my child's life. But why do you care. After all you never wanted the baby on first place. ( she whimper whine sniffling ). You never wanted a child from me. As apparently I wasn't suitable wife for you and will never be. So what if she killed our baby. You will still go behind her and will give her more priority than anything else.
It's nothing like that I never siad that I don't want baby from you I just. He shook his head and try to move towards her. But she crawl back showing she doesn't want him to be near her.
You said it shivaay. She sneers having tears. She said to me three times. Twice in sober and once in drunk. And not only that you cursed me. You said i should had died along with my child then it was better for you. You life would had been easier and you didn't have to bear the pain of losing the baby. She smiles sadly letting her tears rolled down from her cheek to slide down to her neck.
It's not true. I didn't say that. I can never. He denied shaking his head having cracking voice not able to believe that he wished for it once.
You don't trust me shivaay .... You do not trust on my anything. Then why are you here. When you don't leave alone bitch like me " who pushed your friend from the stairs. Just go away shivaay. Your best friend would be waiting for you. She must be thinking about you tucking her eyes on the door expecting you to come to her and stay with her. She needs you shivaay. Just go to her. I'm ok here. I'm fine. I can take care of myself. She hiccups closing her eyes tight letting her tears fell continuously.
I trust you. Ok I do. I really do. Don't think that I don't believe on you. I do. Please don't say that I don't
Trust you. I do I do. Just don't say that to Leave you. I can't leave you. I can't imagine to be without you. Pleas please please he held her hand and pleads her leaning his head in her hands . But she stayed subtle and turn her face away looking at her broken stoic reflection through the mirror.
It's too late shivaay. It's too late. I can't do this anymore. I can't be a dart board where anyone will come and hit the arrows and leave. I'm human being. I've emotions.I've feelings. Which you guys think i don't have... but I do have. ( she sobs ) It hurts me when people taunts me and say that I've killed my baby. It hurted me when no one trusted me. When I kept screaming I didn't push malika. It broke my heart in countless pieces" when my own husband didn't believe on my words when I told him. His friend is the one who killed our child. Todays each and every moment made me realised " how most important less thing I'm in people's life that no one wants me. Everyone are just there to use me. And when they get their work done then I'm nothing to them. I'm freaking done with this life.I'm done being strong. I'm done trying hard to win people. I'm fuckin tired of each and everything. ( she screams ) Let me go shivaay. Time has came to sat free. Either you divorce me. Or I've to take a strong decision to finish all this. Her Last sentence caught him and he immediately shook his head no with horrified eyes.
You you won't .... You won't. He repeated crawling towards her..
Then let me go. Ok. You wanted to divorce right. So let's get divorce. You live your life however you want. I promise. I won't come between anything. I will get disappear somewhere so far that you won't even get to feel my existence. Just let me go. Stop hurting yourself and me. She hiccups badly breaking his heart in zillion pieces seeing her state.
You can't say this ok. You can't ask me to leave you ok. When I've started realising how wrong I was to think you are not right for me. I hurted you so much Anns. I made you cry a lot because of my stupidities. Please let me rectify for that. Let me do everything which you deserved. Don't be unfair to our relation. Just give me a chance. I promise you won't regret it. I'll make sure that things fall right on their places. I'll try to be best husband which you had imagined. . I know I've done many mistakes in the past. And biggest was not giving you importance. which you deserved it. I was too blind to see anything. But now when I'm seeing things clearly " then don't oust me. Just let's be together. And make things perfect for us. I promise I won't disappoint you. Just com Back to me.he pleads taking her hands in his palm having tears in his eyes. Anika first look at this face for few seconds and then took her hands back from his hold.
It's too late shivaay. Things have been ruined between us. It's been three years of our marriage and in those years. Even a single time you didn't trust me. Whenever I tried to tell you something without listening you just shrugged it off and walked away from me. Your grandma your other family members your friend. They all used to bully me. But you were to blind to see anything. Always whenever something happened. You used to put blame over me without listening my side of story. I've suffered a lot in this marriage shivaay ( she sobs ). I can't describe how much my heart broke seeing no one feeling importance of mine. I've been targeted by each and every person of your family. And you know why they did it. Because you didn't trust me. ( she points finger at him ). You never showed other people my importance which you should had. For you I was nothing shivaay. Not even human. Then how can you think that I would forget things easily and come with you. I won't shivaay. I can not. Moreover how can you think that I would forgive the person who caused my baby's death.
What no I didn't .... I I didn't kill our child. He chocked Shaking his head.
Yes you did. And you have to believe it. After all malika done accident to kill Me. so that she could get you fully in her life. So you agree or not. I lost my baby because of you. If you would had faith on me more than your friend. then today my child would had been alive. But you didn't. You never had faith on me. Because you were blinded by your so called friend. Who kept filling your ears against me and you kept listening. Infect left on vacations with your friend when I was fighting for life on death bed. I'd lost my child shivaay. Who had your blood as well. That time I just needed you to hold my hand and assure me that things will be fine. But it didn't happen. Because you wasn't there. You were somewhere out of country enjoying with your friend and I was suffering with the lose of the baby. I can't forgive you shivaay. I can't .... better just let m go. Afterwards you can do whatever you want. No one would be there to stop you.
You can't say this. Please listen to me anika. Let me tell you something. He try to get grip on her. But she didn't let him to hold her and started crawling back.
No no ... No leave me leave me. Let me go shivaay. Stop perusing me. Let me go. I don't Wanna see your face. Shivaay shook his head and try to hold her. But she immediately stood up and take step back. But maybe it was her wrong move. As her injured feet came to connect with the floor. She moans in loud pain and immediately fell on the floor making shivaay shock
Anika. He screams and immediately jump off the bed crawling towards her.
Nick ... Krystal who was standing outside she come running inside as she saw anika felling down.
Anns Anika are you alright??? Tell me are you fine. But instead answering him she just look at him blankly and started breathing heavily making him panic. In none second her skin turn pale while her brain veins started getting visible scaring shit out of him. She breath heavily moving her hands on the floor to get grip on something but nothing work and in no time she lost her sanity and fall unconscious leaving him traumatised.
Anikaaaaa ...... he screams patting her back to wake her up. But she didn't move a bit making him more and more worried
What have you done to her?? Nick open your eyes. Nick. Her friend cry shaking her hoping she will up soon "but when she didn't get up. Both shivaay and Krystal look at each other with horrified. Shivaay flinch and immediately pick her up in his arms.
Call the doctor now. He orders in his strong thick voice to Krystal keeping her on the bed.
Yes yes I'm doing. I'm doing. Krystal immediately wipe her tears and called the doctor being surrounded by panic and worries for her friend.whom she never saw in peace since she met her. All the time " tension kept surrounding her and she never got little peace in her life which she atleast deserve once.
After an hour
After checking anika doctor come out from the room following with shivaay " whose palms are sweating in tension. He don't know but the way she fell unconscious. It's not giving him good energy. Doctor surely gonna give him news which he is not ready to listen.
Mr oberoi " I didn't want to speak about your personal matters. But whatever happened today. I mean I've seen in the news. It definitely left bad impact on your wife. I've known her from last three years. And in those years she never broke down and held herself strong in hard circumstances as well. Infect when she lost her child even. But now whatever happened. I think it has shook her deep down. And it's not good for her health and brain at all. I'm afraid if this continues" then things will be worse than you imagine. Hearing doctor shivaaay gasp and look at anika "who is laying on the bed sleeping while Krystal is sitting besides hey"r holding her hand.
Try to fix things as soon as possible. Before it's too late mr oberoi. Otherwise i don't wanna say it. But for clarification I'm telling you. Your wife can do suicidal attempt as well. Last time we'd able to save her. But not this time. She throw one more bomb on him making him statue on his place. He is not able to understand what to say and how to react. That shivaay Singh oberoi " who has solution for everything. Today he is feeling worthless to do anything for his wife.
Anyways I should leave now. Take care of her. She pass him smile and left from there leaving him still standing on his place.
Anika he whispered her name and look at her again with tears filled eyes. He bite his lips in anticipation and immediately went inside With shaky figure.
Now you would be happy after seeing her in this condition. You wanted this right. Now see it's happening. Go and fuckin enjoy your gala time with your so called liar friend. Krystal cry holding anika's hand " who is still in unconsciousness state. If situation would had been different. And someone would had shouted at him like this. Then surely he would had showed her, her place. But right now he knows he is wrong and he can't yell at her for defending himself.
I want you to do something Krystal. I know anika won't move from your place. And to be honest I don't want her to do either. So I guess it's better if you shift somewhere else and let me stay with anika for 24/07
K. Whatttttt. ? ?????
Precap ...... malika calls shivaay. Later arsal come to meet anika
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