The Sun Rays fall on his sleeping face..He opened his eyes becoz of the disturbance..

He move his left hand to reach Meera..But he didnt get her..The place is empty...

He gotup from the bed with the thought of her..He thinks that she will be in kitchen ..He went to get fresh up...and after that he came back as in his casuals..

He came to the living room..and he didnt feel her presence till now..He went in to the kitchen,.. no one is there ..Everything is as it is.. The breakfast is kept ready for him on the dining table.. He wants to know where is she???

He took his mobile and dialled her  number..

The phone  is in ringing..but he can hear her ringtone.. Yes she leave the mobile in their bedroom itself...

He confused... But he felt restless... He want to see her now..

His thoughts went back to the beautiful moments they spend together.. Her smile.. Her childishness.. Her emotions..her touch..Her breath... Jay needs her immediately.. Without thinking twice.. He picked up his keys and rushed out to the parking.. 

He drive to the places wherever she like to go ...

Each passing mint is making him in to a volcano

The park.. The library..Her working places.. Her 1 or 2 friends.. But no one knows anything about her..

His heart is longing for her.. but his mind is fighting about her sudden disappearance...

Now its past noon... nearing 4 pm.. He came back to the apartment to check that whether she came back or not...

Jay:.. (get in to the lift) Meera... If u are back.. I will kill u... How dare u leave without my knowledge..His eyes are red... he came infront of the apartment..its locked .. he opened it with the spare key...

No one is there.. Again the empty house without her...

His rage is getting high...He started to feel weakand scared in each passing secs...

His legs are started to feel weak.. 

Jay sit in the chair of dinning.. He placed his head on his hand and closed his face.. 

Jay:..Love ...where u went.. His eyes started to have small tears.. he needs her.. and he started to scare about her safety..what if something happened to her...

His thoughts stopped by the view of the breakfast she made for him.. Tears are falling on his cheeks..

He drag the plate and his eyes fall on a envelope... 

which is placed under the plate..

He eagerly took it... and saw the envelope.. 

"For My...Jay" it written like this on the envelope..

He opened the envelope... 

took the letter and unfold it.. And he started to read...

Dear Jay..

Sorry Jay.. I know U r searching for me... But I want to speak about some important things.. I dont have courage to say that by facing u.so that i m writing this letter.

Before that..I want to thank you..You know Jay..This is the best day of my life..I really felt like am the lucky fellow in the world.. And I love you Jay.. I love u sooo much. I cant stop myself from fall for u... But apart from this. I need to share all the incidents with u.which turned me like this. Yes i hide alot of thing from u Jay.But i want to tell u everything now. 

Jay .. I m Meera...... 'Anu Prakash' the name given by my Adopted Father . He is my Gaurdian. He adopted me when i was 16. Firstly i felt very Happy and very blessed to have a father like him. And i started to love him as my own father. But suddenly one day he lost his business.After that he worked in a small shop.But still we both are happy.One day  he didnt return to home.I got scared and i was waiting for him the whole night.He didnt came..I started to feel fear.so i called my school friend.we searched for him.but we felt that he was missing  so we decided to file a case,And we both went to police station to file a complaint. 

I didnt know that at that time.that was the day which going to spoil my whole life.

We went to police station.The inspector asked as to write a compliant.His look is very disgusting on me.i felt very uncomfortable.after few mints he enquired about my school friend..and ,he make him sacred to leave. 

U know Jay. that day i felt so helpless.. He tried to Rape me.But i hit him on his head and run away from there.

(Jay started to feel the blast in him. he is burning inside)

But the problem was started from there.After 2 days that Monster came in search of me.and he arrest me in some worst cases.I begged him to leave me.He is not ready to leave me. I felt like to kill myself. He execute me in front of magistrate. But before he complete his side of clearance.My Father Prakash and my school friend came there.They revealed everything with the help some people who ever saw me near the police station.And am released from the case.

After that. i got very scared and i never like to go out. My father got some health problem. I again become a orphan in a month.I got to join in a orphan again.

3 years went off like a smooth wind. I too started to came out of the painful past. After that he came. I dont know why he came in to my life.and i dont know what is my mistake. yes he is my sponser. But all the time i believed his words and i followed it like a rule. One day he organized a  party for his birthday. I too went to it.But suddenly he introduced me as his future wife.

I was  shocked. Why he said something like this?.. I asked him after the party. He said that he likes me so he decided to marry me. But i denied it  and i said that..i respect him alot but i never felt like that.and i dont want to marry anyone. With that i left the party hall. 

For one month he didnt distrb me.but after that he started to show his real face.before something worst happen ,i run away from that life.and again i became Meera.

Anu is Died Jay.she is no more. I want to share everything with u. But i scared to say this all.What will i do if u decide to leave me after knowing all this. I dont want to lose u Jay. I really Love u.But after yesterday, i felt like i m not worth for ur love so if u felt that i didnt deserve u then u leave me. I will never be a obstacle in ur Life.But My love will always remain the same for u. 

Love u Jay 

By Your Love..

Meera.

He placed the letter on the table. His eyes are streamed with tears.His whole blood is rushing to kill the animals. He cant control his fuming fire..he punched on the walk.He repeated punch the wall..His hand started to bleed. He turned and he saw her photo on the wall. He walked near the pic. His glances at her smiling face. His fuming anger stopped suddenly.and he got remind that he need to find her..

Where is she..she didnt mention that in that letter. His thoughts are trailing.. He took the letter and  read it again..each time he needs to kill that monsters. But apart from that. 

 " i felt like i m not worth for ur love so if u felt that i didnt deserve u then u leave me. I will never be a obstacle in ur Life.."

His eyes fall on the words... And he felt like she dont believe his love and she is ready to live without him if he wished like that. That thought itself makes him to bust out like a lava..

His crushed the letter..and he pulled all the things here and there, He is like a beast.. He Punched his both hands on the wall.. he punched on the Glass table. alot of blood his bleeding from his hand and leg..from his face also.

he fainted ...

After 3 hours .Its 9 Pm now. 

She stepped in to the apartment.

Meera POV:

I stepped in to the apartment .I m completely scared that..what will he do once he saw me came back.I m scared about his reaction after knowing the truth.I dont want to lose him.I really love him alot.

I stepped to the Living room.its completely Dark.i cant see anything.so i switched on the light.

I m shocked. I run to my Jay.who lied like a lifeless body.

Jay .. Jay ... look at me Jay.. 

What happened to u Jay.please look at me. Alot of blood lose, i cant identify the wounds.

I took some water and spashed on his face. 

He gave a weak response.with that he again gone unconscious. I took my mobile and call the security of the apartment with his help.i took him to the bed.. and i treated all his wounds. I want to know how this all happened.

But before that all.. i want to see my Jay back to conscious. I m crying. But i m there near him. He didnt open his eyes. its almost next day.Time is 4 am. still he didnt woke up. I started to get shivered.But with in 5 mints .he tried to open his eyes. 

I went near him.. 

Meera:.. Jay Jay.. Look at me Jay..

He opened his eyes.

Meera:.. Jay .. (she is crying)..

Jay:.. dont cry..

Meera:.. What happened to u Jay,,..

Jay placed his finger on her lips... And wiped her tears.. 

Meera kissed his palm.. Jay slowly getup and sit on the bed comfortably..

He felt very weak becoz of his wounds,blood lose and he didnt eat anything for the whole day.

Meera:.. what the hell happened Jay. tell me na...

But he didnt utter a single word.

He eats what she feeds him..He did as it is .. But he didnt talk to her.

Its almost 2 days.he  recovered alot. But still he didnt speaking to her.

Meera felt like a nail ... it kills her inside.

Meera:.. Jay... 

He turned to see her..

Meera:.. Talk to me Jay. why are u so silent???

Jay leaved from there without saying anything.

Meera went behind him. she stopped him..and hugged him from back.

Meera:.. I m sorry Jay... please dont be like this.. i cant take it anymore. I m extremely sorry for what i did. 

Jay turned to her side. 

Meera:.. I m really sorry. pls punish me.. but pls say something ..i cant stand like this ..

Tears are flowing from her ocean eyes..

Jay looking at her face.. He can see her pain clearly..

He wiped her tears.. and he looking at her to stop crying..she stopped ..

Jay:... Why are u crying now???

Meera looking at him confusingly.

Jay:.. Tell me what are u expecting me to say..

Meera:,, Actually Jay .. I write the letter,.. U read it na.. she is shivering 

Jay:..ya .. i read it...

Meera looking at him to continue his  feeling..but ..

Jay:.. so what...

Meera:.. what u decided Jay?? she dont want him to leave her but she is scaring...

He looking at her intensely... she lowed her head..

He stepped near her.. he lowered his head near her right shoulder...His breath touched her ear and neck. 

Meera loosing her control.

Jay:.. I love u (He whispered in her ears..)

With that both hugged each other....

Both are crying...But Jay decided something... About what to do next.

What will be that.

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So next chapter is the last chapter of Flashback.. after that no flashback.

Keep reading... Have a good day...

~Beenu~