Note: Starts in Xiumin pov. This chapter was short. Some Background Knowledge

It was another day in this hell hole. I wish I threw my life away. I mean, yes I'm crazy, but I won't kill no one or would I. I miss my family, but of course i'm not stable to go around them. The meds are disgusting. Sometime I refuse to them. I would have fights with the cops, get tase by the tasers and beat, but at some points I couldn't feel it.

Sometimes I would do it for fun. Just because it was fun. "Now i'm starting to see what they are saying", laughing and grinning. Until there was a doctor that I found attractive. I'll do anything for him. I took my meds, I wouldn't go bananas. He was so handsome. All I wanted to do was get his attention. Then, he became my doctor and then I knew it was a dream come true.