Chapter 9 ❣︎︎ Heartbroken!

I was back home at Mona and Milton's house. I knew Cry Baby was going to get back together with Allison. You never got over your first love. First love's were important.

And I could not compete with Allison. She was older then me. She was prettier. Smarter. Wade was always drawn to her. Always ignored me when ever she was around us.

I was still going to be a drape. But I was going to be around a lot less. I needed space for when he took Allison back.

At least for a moment he loved me. He kissed me. He took care of me. I felt he loved me. Not it was all over. I was not dumb. I take off my jacket and toss it on the floor.

I flop on the bed. I begin my tear fest. My feet hurt from walking all the way home here. I hug a pillow to my chest. I sob into the pillow. I was so dumb. How could I not see this coming? Fate did not want me with Wade. Fate wanted Allison with Wade. It was clear as day. I was the dumb one who could not see that.

I grab a tissue and get the mascara off my cheeks that fell from my eyes. Up and down mixed emotions were flowing through me inside my chest. Maybe I could start my own gang. Move on from the drapes. Jeff always wanted to be in a gang. We could go from there.

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"Veronica!" I hear him calling my name.

He was here? I knew he was here to break things off with me. For Allison.

I glance out the window. He was looking up. He looked upset.

"Come on Ronnie, come talk to me" he demands to me.

I do not say another word. I shut my window. Then head back on the bed and ignore him. In my heart I wanted to run to his side. Let him hold me. Let him break my heart. And just be in his arms while I could be. But I held back. I did not need this.

Suddenly my door flings open. He storms in.

"What the hell Ronnie? You made me look like a fool back there! Why did you take off like a child?" he snaps angrily.

"Me? Your girlfriend is back. I was not going to stick around to watch the happy couple get back together" I snap back.

"Ronnie you are so frustrating!" he sighs.

"Just go away Wade" I snap.

"Don't call me that Ronnie" he growls. "you know my name"

"W-A-D-E!" I spell it out.

"Veronica" he snaps.

I knew again how to push his buttons. Every time.

He grabs me up by my arms. Getting me off my bed. Then he glares at me. I never saw him so angered before. He looked so frustrated. He pulls me to him and roughly kissed me. I find my lips giving in. Kissing him each time he kissed me. I melt into his body.

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"You are my girl! You! You have my heart" he declares.

"I know you love both of us. You do not love lightly Cry Baby, maybe you need time to figure things out before you make up your mind. Go talk to Allison" I softly say.

One teardrop falls from his eye.

"I do not want Allison. I want you" he softly tells me.

"When you love something enough you let it go. It if it comes back then it is yours. Go or this can never work between us. We can't have all the what if's in the way" I say to him.

"Veronica" he mutters.

"Give it a week. Then if you still feel this way. I will be here waiting for you Wade" I promise.

"Fine, but I do not like this" he warns me.

"I don't either. But you need to know" I say. "then we can be together"

He nods. "Then we will" he says.

I kiss him. "Goodbye Wade" I say.

"I won't say goodbye Ronnie" he says to me.

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He kisses me once more before walking away.

After I have a good cry. I knew I was doing the right thing. Why did doing the right thing always hurt? I had to be strong. And have faith in our love. That he would come back to me.

Later that week, I stayed away from Wade. And away from Turkey Point.

I hung out with Mona and Milton. I helped them get the baby's room ready. Mona was going to be due soon. I could hardly wait for their little bundle of joy to get here.

"You know I get why you are doing this for Wade. But I think you are wrong" Milton tells me as he fiddles to get a mobile up on the crib.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"He is miserable. More so then when Allison left him" he tells me.

"He is?" I softly say.

Milton nods.

"At the party he looked all over for you. Was ignoring Allison who was out to talk to him. All Wade could do was search for you. He was so worried about you" Milton explains.

"If things work out Wade will be back in no time" I say with a smile. "there the mobile is up! So cute!" I tell Milton.

"That looks fantastic guys" Mona praises us. She hugs us both. "we are playing this weekend at Turkey Point. Wade wanted you there. Will you come with us?"

"No too soon" I say as I shake my head.

Mona looked disappointed. So did Milton.

"I need to take a walk. I got some thinking to do" I say.

I excused myself. Then went on a walk. I headed to the park. When I got there I see him. Wade was with Allison. Sitting on a bench.

They looked like they were having a deep talk. It nearly broke my heart to see them so close together. Tears come to me. Only one tear escapes my eye. Suddenly I see it. Allison leans in kissing Wade on the lips.

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"I knew I was never meant to be yours. I always wanted to be yours. Never anyone else's, and I will never belong to anyone" I softly say. I had to look away.

I hide behind a tree. I softly cry a bit. It hurt to see. I had to leave the drapes. I could not see them together again. It hurt to much.

I cry my eyes. I decided to walk a bit more before going home.

"Veronica!"

I turn around. Baldwin.

"What what... are you doing out of jail?" I softly stammer.

"I got out for being a good boy. And it was only my first offender. Trust me when I say I will be getting your boyfriend back for what he did to my dad though who still is in jail. You all will pay" warns Baldwin.

"Cry Baby is not my boyfriend. He is back with Allison" I snap. "I do not care what you do. I am not a part of the drapes either"

"Well then, why not join us again. We can use you with the Wiffles. I mean I want Allison back. You want Wade. I can tell in your sad little eyes" he laughs. "we can help each other out. Get what we want"

"Leave me alone loser. I am never listing to you again. You tried to have me framed for something you did!" I snap angrily.

"Water under the bridge darling girl. You are a square. You can never hide that fact. Come back. And we can work out a deal. Give it some thought" Baldwin says as he whistles then walks away.

I would like to break up Allison and Wade. But I was not going to ever stoop to Baldwins level. Never.

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