I sat down on the chair as the winter made its appearance. It was cold the snow was falling down. The snow match my emotions.

I haven't felt like myself. I couldn't bring myself to leave my room. I've lost weight due to my lack of eating. Aphrodite, Brandy, Venus and baby Pluto sometimes Raphael come to my room to try to get me out or cheer me up.I feel like I'm dying in the inside or like my heart is constantly being tortured.

Is Zoltan happy with her? Does he have everything he's ever wanted with her? Do they have late night talks like we did? Most importantly what did she have that I didn't?

How can lie to my face and tell me that he and I were going to get married and he ends up engaged to someone else. Everything he's done destroyed me.

I felt a tear drop on my hand. Here I go again. I just wished I didn't feel anymore. I hate emotions. They make me feel weak.

All I can see is him and her. I just don't understand if he wasn't going to not want me why bring me along. Why not let the witches kill me so that way he can be with her more comfortable. Nothing made sense to me anymore. Or unless he just wanted to see me suffer.

Why did he get my hopes up. Made me think we had a future.

"I love this pizza." Says Zoltan grimacing as he ate the pizza.

"Really?" I asked. This is was our first attempts at cooking. He shook his head.

"Lets be honest princess we didn't have the gift of cooking." He says grabbing my arm.

"Where are we going?" I asked as we walked out the door and to the catabombs that lead us to the city above.

"I'm taking you out." He says kissing my hand. Which made me blush.

When we got the city we can to a restraunt where there was music all around us. Moment like these with him come once in a blue moon because he always busy. I will always cherish them.

We ate and danced slow danced. The way he directed my body made me blush and the thoughts flashing through my head.

"You complete me." He says kissing me. Making this our moment.

Always us.

I needed to leave. I need to leave away from the castle. I can't be here anymore. First of all Aphrodite didn't really let me drink or smoke. I just need to get away from the pain.

Just remembering how we were together. Knowing how he was lying to me. All this time he was in love with Lolita.

I stood up from my chair and walked to the door of my room. I needed to talk to Aphrodite. I took a deep breath as I opened the door.

I asked the servants where Aphrodite was. Turns out She's in her office. In which I just walked in. Because I felt like the halls where closing in on me.

Tears were streaming down my face. I had to put both of my hands on my forehead.

"I-i can't do this." I say. Looking at Aphrodite. In which Axel and Monica where there aswell. "I have to leave."

"Valentina honey calm down." Says Axel.

"I CAN'T CALM DOWN!"

My breathing was going fast. I couldn't feel air calming to my lungs. Everything around me was closing in.

"This is torture. What he did to me is torture. He took  my dream and stomped on it. And everyone expects me to calm down." I say falling to my knees crying. "I can't do this I can't."

Aphrodite stroked my hair. Monica just came closer to me looking right into my eyes. Her hand grabbed my jaw hard to the point of pain. She didn't say anything just looked into my eyes.

That's  when all my crying stopped and everything around me felt nonchalant. Out of nowhere

I... just didn't care about anything and anyone. I felt cold and sinister.

Aphrodite looked at me. I stood up wiping the tears off my face.

"Axel I need to do something with me." I say not caring wether he said yes or no.

"Are you okay Valentina?" Asked Aphrodite looking at me in complete and utter shock.

I couldn't help but shrug. I'm more than okay.

"Why shouldn't I be." I say walking out of the room.

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"Are you sure you want me to do this." He says nervous. Can he just get to it.

"Well yeah that's why I'm here." I say rolling my eyes. I looked at my nails. I needed to get them done.

"But all your beautiful unique hair  will be gone." He whines while touching my hair.

"I don't give a shit about that. I want to be brunette now do it. I need to get rid of this hair color." I say lighting up my hair cigarette. I can't be pathetic anymore.

He sighs as he nods. It took four hours to have my hair done. In that time I decide to go to the heart of the werewolf world.

I couldn't stand these walls of the castle. I texted some friends and cousins  to join me if they wanted too. In which they all agreed to meet me there.

"All done." Says Axel finishing  straightening my hair. "You look so different."

I still texted on my phone.

"That's good." I say looking at the mirror not feeling impressed nor caring.

Axel's mate who's names I didn't care to learn walked in dropping some bags on the floor. She looked at me in shock.

"Valentina, you look so different." She says.

I didn't bother answering her as I walked passed her. I looked at the time it was time for dinner. When i walked into the dinning room. Everyone in the table gasped some  dropping their forks.

"Valentina-" says Brandy looking at me as if I was another person.

"You look different. You hair it's very  different." Says Aphrodite.

"I know." I say looking at my phone.

Venus looked at me curious.

"Are you okay." She asked.

"Yes." I say drinking some wine and eating without a care in the world. "By the way Aphrodite I'll be leaving soon."

She looked surprised.

"Really?" She asked. "Are you sure you want to leave. You don't have to." She says.

"I'm leaving in a few days." I say cutting her off short.
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"We will miss you." Says Aphrodite. I didn't really feel the need to say anything back nor did I want to. "How do you feel about Zoltan?"

I put my sunglasses on.

"Who?"
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I love your theories on what's going on! Keep them coming.

The next chapter is going to be a mix of POVS such as Aphrodite, Valentina and some of Zoltan's. I know sorry.

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