title : nsfw alphabet
oc / pairing : sinatra stevens
trigger warnings : obviously nsfw themes

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A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
── extra cuddly . sinatra craves physical
affection . he wouldn't want you to leave
him , even if it's to get water or some shit.
he needs to be cuddled . he needs to
be cuddled all the time , but it's like ...
super amplified at this point . he's a big
baby (in the best kind of way) .

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner's)
── he doesn't have a favorite body part on
himself . sinatra has chronic dysphoria , so
he just struggles with body image a lot ,
especially since his body doesn't exactly
look the way he wants it . he just can't see
himself admiring anything on his own body .

── honestly he doesn't have just one
favorite body part on tony . sinatra loves
his figure . possibly even more than his own .
but if he had to choose just one , or two
persay , it would be tony's arms. sinatra is
cling to begin with, he likes to link his arms
with tony's . wouldn't be surprised if tony
called him spider monkey. but sinatra just
likes to trail his fingers down them.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically... I'm a disgusting person)
── he's so sheltered that he didn't even
know that he could as embarrassaing as
that sounds . the first time he did , the
first thing he did was kind of internally
panic about the mess . but as time passes
on , the more he does cum the more he
doesn't mind of the mess . but he does
wash the sheets afterward , so ...

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
── has definitely stolen clarence's romance
books . if you don't remember , clarence
sometimes romance plots with smut (which
is also kind of a secret, but not really) .
let's just say that sinatra has been curious
to say the least . like father , like son i
guess . preferring word porn over video .

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they're doing?)
── he's a virgin! are we really surprised .
he has only a little knowledge and that's
because he's only heard stuff from peers
at school and because of the books .
he's tried to do it once , with donnie . it
never got that far because what donnie was
doing turned him off not only sexually , but
emotionally .

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
── honestly the positions don't really
matter to him ? but if he had to pick it
would definitely have to be cowboy .
something about just ... being on top .
and he feels just as good if he were in
missionary , but he likes seeing looking
down at tony . he likes to admire him from
up there .

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
── sinatra is super smiley and super
giggly . him and tony probably have to take
a break because they're laughing their asses
off in the moment . but to sinatra, that's
just so fun and it's honestly so comforting .
sinatra likes to whisper little jokes . they
definitely try and see who can make each
other laugh the most .

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
── he shaves . he's autistic . actually hates
the feeling of it down there . he's also just
really insecure down there . the carpet also
matches the drapes .

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect...)
── sinatra is a hopeless romantic . like a
diehard hopeless romantic . he likes to feel
like he's in a rom-com sometimes . those
are his favorite movies . and honestly , he's
a little cliché . he likes little dates at the
diner sharing milkshakes . he honestly has
high expectations . but if you put in an
effort , and he deems it to be romantic ,
then he'll take it .

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
── he's tried . it doesn't exactly work for
him because he can never get off . maybe
because he needs someone not only
physically , but emotionally . he's also
felt pretty guilty about it in the past
because his mother often talked about
how masturbation and premarital sex
are sins .

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
── you know , honestly , he's pretty
vanilla . however , the temperature play
seems really interesting . specifically ice
cubes . he doesn't think he can't be trusted
with candles . also lowkey wanted to try a
little bit of edging but he thinks that he
doesn't have enough of sexual experiences
for that yet . so it's only a secret for now .

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
── sorry , guys , he's a bit boring . the
bedroom is the place to be . it's much more
comfortable , like come on . you don't have
to worry about anything else (maybe the
he's squeaking , but that's about it) . his
personally doesn't squeak but janet's bed
does , and he's heard it in use so ... doesn't
want that . but , he's also open to doing it
on the battered sofa in june's garage .
something about having sex in a place
where music is being made is so attractive .

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
── if we're being completely honest here ...
tony speaking portuguese . i know! i know .
but sinatra is really attracted to they . he
doesn't even need to be touched , when
tony starts speaking in his native language,
it is OVER . bonus points if tony starts
peppering kisses afterwards . sinatra melts
like putty at that point .

N = NO (Something they wouldn't do, turn offs)
── there's a lot , simply because of the
immense trauma that he's gone through .
like he absolutely will not do / receive any
spanking . don't hit the boy . PLEASE . i
beg . that'll bring up that trauma real fast .
he also will not accept any degradation .
he is very sensitive . and it doesn't make it
any better that his mom used to degrade
the shit out of him .

── sinatra also will not do CNC. it's just
weird (and he personally knows someone [janet] with that kind of trauma) . so that
would just make him so uncomfortable .

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
── he's a giver . what can i say? he prefers
to give in this regard rather than receive .
he's not a big fan for oral , but he'll give it
if tony wants it . that's pretty much all there
is to it .

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
── it depends on how he feels . he mostly
prefers to take it slow . but the speed can
grow from time to time . he just feels
better with it being slow and sensual . he
doesn't like to rush things . he just likes
the progress (of almost anything really)
of things , every particular step .

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
── no . he physically must can't do it .
quickies don't do it for him , especially if he
needs that emotional connection . quickies
don't have that , so he can't get off from
it . sinatra thinks that they're useless . he
doesn't know what the purpose for them
are , and when he finds out , he thinks it's
dumb .

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
── he's lowkey scared to take any . he's
definitely open to experimenting and
taking risks , but he would kind of prolong
it . think about it for a long period of time .
he had to make sure that he really wants
to do something .

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last...)
── one , maybe two rounds . like i said ,
he prefers to take his time , so one round
would honestly suffice . surprisingly , he
can last for a good while . don't have the
exact time that he can finish , but it's
kind of decent .

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
── no . however , he does how strap-on
considering that , well , he's a trans man .
but emily actually took him to an adult
store once . he felt like he was going to
burst into flames because of his mother's
monologue going through his brain about
these types of things . but ... he actually
came out of there with a couple vibrators .
he made sure to hide them in a really good
spot (on the top shelf in the left corner of
his closet where all his tapes are) .

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
── now ... sinatra is a little mischievous in
this regard . he likes to be a little playful .
like , maybe even from the first kiss him
and tony had . he would just playfully move
away when tony goes to kiss him more .
telling him, " nooo you can't have any
more . " he just finds it so amusing .

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
── he's whiny lmao . he's not the loud (or ...
is he?) he just feels self conscious about
how he sounds . also he just ... another
trauma mention here but even though
his mom isn't here , mentally he feels like
she's still watching his every move . and
the fact that he just feels really
embarrassed . like he's never felt this
needy in his entire life .

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
── he's putting that new orleans accent
to USE . he will literally talk you through it .
(and if you want an idea of how the accent
sounds, literally go watch iwtv. bailey bass's
louisianan accent sounds so good) . but
yeah , just him talking to you through the
process , asking how you feel , all that stuff .

X = X-Ray (Let's see what's going on in those pants, picture or words)
── well , there's nothing to really see . he
is a trans man after all , however . the strap
ons come in different lengths and sizes .

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
── it was pretty low until he met tony .
once he started getting emotionally
attached , the more his sex drive increased .
he definitely relies on that emotional
attraction wayyyy more . honestly , he can
simply survive without it .

Z = ZZZ (... how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
── he stays up . he doesn't fall asleep that
quickly . besides , he has really bad
nightmares when he does (that's the ptsd
kicking in) . so he would much rather watch
tony talk in his sleep . and honestly , it's
calm enough . it actually helps him to
fall asleep . but he'll stay up for a long time
before he finally does so .