After Jungkook got to my apartment, he brought me my favorite chocolate ice cream, even though I didn't tell him to do it. We spend lots of hours together, we had fun together and time with him had flown really fast. It surprised me, how much he was interested into me, because he asked me about lots of questions. He almost got to know me better, than Hobi did last time. In Jungkook's eyes I've seen something, what I couldn't describe, but it made my heart flutter.

★

He was really nice to me and every time we were doing something, he asked me, if everything was fine. Also what surprised me was, how caring this man was towards me. Every time I said something, what sounded like, that I got hurt, he immediately tried to find any type of health care for me. When Jungkook was leaving my apartment, it was around eleven in the evening.
,,I really don't wanna leave you here, but I have to go, because tomorrow I have some work to do, so how about we plan something for our next friendly session?"
He asked before he left.
,,Yeah, we definitely should plan something, so when I'll be free, I'll call you and we can hang out again."
,,Okay, don't forget to call me as soon as possible, alright?"
,,Don't worry, I won't. Bye Kook."
After I said goodbye to him, he hugged me tightly and then he left.

★

Since that day, everytime Hobi was busy cuz of work, I invited Jungkook over. He also many times came to me and we had sleepover, so thanks to these moments our friendship became stronger and stronger. But these calm moments with him didn't last too long.

★

It was my first time, when I found out, how Hobi can be jealous person. Jungkook and I planned for one weekend a small trip near to one of beach sides close to Jodang - Dong. We spend there only one night, during which we were eating grilled Korean bbq, corn, drank soju and watched sunset and night sky and surface of near ocean, while raining. I wasn't checking my phone often, so when I woke up, I had two missed calls from Hobi and one message.

~ the message ~
,,Please, call me asap. I'm worried about you, because I can't contact you somehow..."

He was so stressed, so for his better health condition, I wrote him.

~ the message ~
,,I'm sorry, I haven't written you sooner. Jungkook and I had way too many soju last night, so I needed more hours for sleep. When I'll be home, I'll call you and you can come over, if you need."

Even one minute didn't passed since I had sent the message to him and he left me on seen. It was weird, cuz he never left me on "seen", so I also asked.

~ the message ~
,,Is everything ok?"

After this question he wrote me.

~ the message ~
,,Why Jungkook?"

I immediately responded.

~ the message ~
,,Why? He's my friend Hobi. And you know it..."

After this answer he left me again on "seen" and he kept himself silent till next Wednesday.

★

It was Wednesday. I got free week in my job, so I've decided to clean my apartment to the most minimalistic detail. After I was done with cleaning and also after the fantastic shower, I heard doorbell ringing. Because I haven't invited anyone, I went to the door in my black bathrobe and with my towel tangled up on my head. When I opened the door, I saw Jungkook with a big bouquet of flowers and small chocolate box there, which I've told him about some time ago, when he tried to find out, what chocolate I love the most.
,,Oh my...Jungkook, what are you doing here?"
I was shocked, because I didn't expect him to come.
,,I've missed you, so I decided to buy you some flowers and your favorite chocolate box, because I wanted to brighten your day."
This move was so nice of him. I let him in and after that he handed me the bouquet with chocolate box with a thought, that I'll put it somewhere. After I put those stuff on my kitchen table, I brought a water bottle for Kook to the living room with words.
,,Here, drink it. I'll go change and when I'll be done, I'll come back, okay?"
,,Sure, I'll wait."
While I was walking to my bedroom, Jungkook was staring at my back and then his eyes slid on my butty. After that look he thought.

~ his thoughts ~
"I have to tell her, that I fell for her...It hurts me to see her with other guys and it makes me think about, how any of them can be faster than me and she'll become his partner..."

★

When I got back, Jungkook was sitting on my couch with his phone in his hands. Because I wanted to provoke him and see, what he was doing on it, I silently came to him behind his back and then I quickly stole his phone with these words.
,,Let's see, what is our little Jungkook doing on his phone..."
Second after I took his phone, he quickly stood up, jumped over the couch and ran to me to take his phone back. Because I didn't wanna give it to him, I lifted my right arm as much as possible above my head and then I tried to walked to my kitchen, where I could lock him and freely go through his phone, because he was so addicted to it and I wanted to know, what he was hiding from me.

★

I wasn't too close to the kitchen, when he caught me, put his left hand on my butt and reached for his phone. After he took it, he put it into his back pocket, then he slowly placed his right palm on my left cheek, moved himself closer and tried to kiss me. But when he tried to do that, I froze and at the same moment someone rang on the doorbell. Jungkook let go of me, stepped back and let me open the door. When I opened the door, Hobi was standing there. Without asking he came in with the words.
,,Hey beautiful, I just headed out of my work, so I decided to co..."
Before he even finished his sentence, he noticed Jungkook in my apartment, who was standing there like he was waiting for something and it frustrated him, that someone disturbed him from happening the situation.
,,Hobi, I didn't expect you to come back today..."
Hobi immediately turned towards me and asked with jealousy in his voice.
,,Did I interrupt anything? What is he doing here?"
The second question he was whispering, because he was very close to me and talk to me like this.
,,He just came to see me...Hobi, we're just friends, why are you acting like this?"
Hobi looked around and noticed the bouquet and chocolate box next to it. Then he looked back at me and added.
,,Only friends, right? So why did he bring you the bouquet and chocolate box, hm?"
His behavior kinda surprised me, but it also made my heart flutter, because thanks to that I knew, that he was still into me and I still had a chance with him. After his question I came closer to him, placed my hands on his chest and softly told him.
,,Easy...You don't have to be jealous. Nothing will happen, I swear. You're more important to me than him, so calm down and don't make a scene here. I'll see you tomorrow, okay?"
After my words he slightly smirked at me, then he caressed my right cheek few times with his thumb and without any word he left. I came back to Jungkook and said.
,,Ammmm...so..."
Jungkook quickly understood, where was his place in my heart and he was pretty sure, that he wouldn't have any chance to make me fall for him, because my heart obviously belonged to someone else.
,,I think, I should take you somewhere, where it's really important to me right now..."
I was confused, but I didn't have anything against it, so I let him to take me by his car wherever he wanted.

★

The car ride was really quiet in the beginning, so I decided to ask him.
,,Jungkook, I think we need to talk about, what happened few minutes ago. I..."
,,I love you...that's why I did that, okay? I wanted to talk about it after we get there, but how I can see, it won't wait, so I'm confessing to you...I love you Sarae..."
My heart skipped the beat. I didn't know, how to tell him, that I didn't feel same, because I loved Hobi.
,,Jungkook, I...I don't know, how to say that, but I love someone else...I...I don't love you in loving way...I love you as my best friend..."
This caught all his attention. He looked at me and said.
,,But how? We spend so much time together, we laughed, went through lots of sleepovers, we borrowed each other's clothes, when we were cold during walks outside during uncountable evenings..."
Jungkook was so devastated by this, that he forgot to pay attention at the driving and this mistake led to the horrible car accident, which we got into at the crossroad.

★

Everything happened too fast, that I didn't even notice, that the other car hit into the left side of our car, where was sitting Jungkook as a driver. Both of us fainted after this moment and we didn't know, if someone decided to help us.
Thankfully when we were in unconscious, one old man on the pavement close to the crossroad called an ambulance and firefighters, who helped us to get out of the car.
After two minutes I woke up. I was disoriented, under big pressure and scared. When I looked to the left side of the car, I started shouting at Jungkook.
,,Jungkook! Wake up! Jungkook!! Shit! Don't play with me like this! It's not funny anymore! Fuck! Jungkook...! Wake up!..."
I almost screamed my vocal cords out as I tried to awake Jungkook and wake him up from his unconsciousness.

★

After I stopped screaming at him, I heard some people running to our car. It was team of firefighters, who arrived to help us to get out of the car. When one of them kneeled down on his knees and saw me, he asked.
,,Madam, are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere? Don't worry, we'll get you out of here..."
I was too shocked to speak. Their help out of there was really quick, but the harder work they had on Jungkook's side of the car. Because his door was devastated, they had to pull him out of there through my side of the car. It was also harder, because they didn't know, how badly was Jungkook injured, so when they got him out of it, they carefully fixed his neck and then they passed him to the paramedics, who already arrived there as well.

★

I was so scared about him, so when I got some chance, I came closer to him and at least held his left hand in my palms. I was crying and blamed myself for this, because it was all my fault. When paramedics were ready to take him to the hospital, they took me with them, but after we arrived, I had to stay back, because I wasn't his family member, so they couldn't tell me anything about his health condition.

★

After a few seconds from the moment when they took him to the operating room, I put everything together and that made me faint, because it was too much on me. Thankfully one young doctor noticed, that I fell on the floor and he decided to do a check up on me, because he was scared, that I could bleed inside me or something, so he didn't wanna underestimate anything. After all tests he got my results, which said, that I was fine, I just had low blood pressure and that was why I've fainted. After this information, I decided to call Jungkook's parents to inform them, that Jungkook was in the hospital and they should come here to get to know some information about his health condition. But any of them picked up, so I sent them a message, where I explained everything and then I decided to call Hobi.
Hobi picked up after two ringtones with a worried tone of his voice.
,,Sarae? Why are you calling? Did happen anything?"
When I heard his voice, I couldn't help it, but I started to cry hysterically.
,,I...I...am...in the...hospital...Hobi...Could you....could you please pick me up...?"
His heart skipped many beats.
,,Okay, don't cry, I'm coming...don't cry please, I'm here for you and I'll be there soon, okay?" I just mumbled something as an agreement and then he hung up.