I feel so lonely today, needing someone

To hug me and hold me till I pass out

I cannot bare the pain anymore, I'm losing

Losing the battle I fought till today.

I'm fed up of pretending, faking, I lost it

I can no longer stay like this, not anymore

I admit, I am not happy, I miss something

Something that even I don't know, how can I?

I haven't had anything other than pain;

And wounds that are yet to heal.

I am ending it, longing to have what I want

Wishing to have all those emotions, which I felt once.