This is me when I write, it's true!

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(hey past me that started this chapter with no idea what to write and yo! future Readers reading this when it's posted and done. This is actually gonna come off sadder then I expected, not like hardcore but there's still few feels!)

(Y/n)'s POV

(I've been realizing I always put (y/n) POV and not the correct one, sorry for my repeated error 😅)

"Change of plans!"

The shrill voice said quickly, the red was a lot like a hazy red smoke, then I realized that the metal tray started to float out of nowhere?! 'Dust' was in complete surprise by the voice that he didn't say anything, but his silver eyes seemed to shine with more recognition? Suddenly as fast as a breeze of wind the tray came flying towards us spinning in the air and shining in the moonlight. The tray didn't fly toward me? It was flying towards Dust! hitting him square in the neck. 'Dust' only did a small gasp in surprise is silver eyes fading back to the normal reds and blues, then they disappeared into pitch blackness, his eyes closed and he fell meekly forward.
I managed to catch his light body in time from colliding on the ground or wall. Talk about a K.O! The bones retreated to the ground immediately when the tray hit; so I could move around now. I looked around for the Red-Blur whatever or whoever it was, because It just saved my life and I wanted to say 'thank you,' but they were no where to be seen...

(Timeskip)

I was still shaking like a leaf from the incident, I almost died!! And I didn't even go to bed! Once I set Dust on the couch, I sat down on the chair next to it, afraid he might wake up with silver eyes, so I didn't close my eyes once to sleep. I did patch up my wounds, which were not that bad, and then I just plopped down on the chair and drank freaking coffee to keep myself awake. I still had my tray with me just in case, of course, Dust didn't wake up again. I had more then 50 questions on 'who, how and why' about what just happened. I would've groaned from the headache and scream in frustration but I didn't dare wake Dust up. I thought I wouldn't sleep but I did end up sleeping for a little more then half an hour. When I finally woke up I felt something poking my neck.

"(Y/n)? What are you doing here?"

I woke up with the loudest gasp, grabbing onto the culprit of poking me, knowing that voice but I could only think of the haunting and taunting voice of him. My eyes were wide opened, I looked at him with tears in my eyes. I was holding my tears telling myself there's no point in crying, but I knew that I wasn't that strong, that I couldn't hold them in. They continued to flow down my face. I hated that I cried, that I so submissively accepted these tears flowing down my face. (Why does this sound like Bakugou omg-)

"(Y/n)?! Why are you crying?!"

I looked up at Dust, my silent tears couldn't stop. "Dust.. I-I need you to stay away from me.." I was staring at me with concern, but then it morphed into surprise and even more concern.

"(Y/n) what happened?"

He asked grabbing onto my shoulders with his skeletal hands, staring deeply into me with his blue-red pinpricks. "Answer me, (y/n)! Saying nothing is not going to help this" he said not letting go of me. I didn't answer for a few seconds, but I couldn't hold it in, I was afraid, not only for me but for him as well.

"You wanted to kill me Dust!"

I said with more tears in my eyes, "your eyes were silver, you made bones appear out of the freaking ground! You-you cornered me. I couldn't do anything.. I'm scared!" I said hugging my arms close to me. "I don't know how long I can just stand there as everything is falling apart, I'm lying to my only friends, I'm lying to myself, I'm not even human, I can't even feel real emotions! Chara is not leaving me alone, the haunting dreams that I can't even decipher, and now- and now your'e trying to kill me!" I was full on sobbing, my eyes were the start of a waterfall, why was I even crying? Did I want to be pitied? Do I want to have the sympathy? Do I just cry to have friends to make up for the attention I never got?

"AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID RESET BUTTON!! I WOULDN'T EXIST IF IT WASN'T FOR THAT STUPID MISTAKE I SOMEHOW DID THAT NO ONE IS EXPLAINING TO ME!!"

I screeched, my crying was never ending, "I can't.. I can't do this anymore.. I want all these problems.. all these.. I want it all to just go away!"
I put my hands on my face.

Why do I even cry if I don't have any emotions to cry for?

Suddenly I felt arms rap around me, and a head place itself on my neck. It was Dust? His body was rapped around mine into a hug, He rubbed circles on my back softly. We didn't move nor talk, the only noise was my heavy choked breathing.

".. I know you have a big list of problems.."

Dust said softly.

".. I know that you have questions.. and that you're upset and stressed about them.."

My tears eyes were widening in surprise by the second.

".. but (Y/n).. can you promise me something.."

I didn't say anything.

"Can you promise to never look back..
to always look forward, towards the sunrise.. and smile for me.."

I bit my lip holding a sob

".. I..I promise.."

He let go of me but still had his arms on my shoulders. He had a small smile on his face, and.. his hood was off? He looked weird without it, almost normal, and a tad bit smaller. I would've laughed at that if I wasn't crying. His smile was soft, his eyes gentle. It's the first time I ever seen this face on him, and it's definitely something to remember. His hands trailed from my shoulders to my hands, they held on to my them gently.

"..We'll get through these problems,
(y/n).."

Together.."

Ah crap, I made this chapter sad I didn't even expect it.

D A N G

But yeah this story turning into angst and I wasn't exactly aiming for that haha- buuuuuuuut,

Y'all I got tons of tricks up my sleeve to change that!

I know I told everyone that I would explain why Dust changed but I guess I didn't! Cus I'm an idiot and made a sad chapter! next chapter I promise I will let y'all's know

Also also I know I sometimes put 'eyes' instead of 'pinpricks' pls don't come and point that out, I really prefer saying eyes more then pinpricks and I know it's random, but yeah! pls don't be
smart with me cus I'm dumb.

See ya and thanks for being there!

~mbaird422

P.s:

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