3 days later
*Sigyn*
"What are you grinning that stupidly over ?" I look at Aurora, who are checking her phone for the twentiet time today, getting this silly smile on her face.

Her cheeks flush. "Oh nothing.. just a silly message".

"Who keeps writing you ?" I look at her suspiciously. "It's not your dear fiance is it ?"

She blushes even deeper and shake her head. "Nah.. he is way too boring to.. Well he would never send anything like this".

"You little hussy, you and Zac are sexting each other". I grin at her. "Is he getting kinky ?"

"It's not like that.. and no he isn't.. he is just.. Being silly". She bite her lip slightly. "Is it really bad.. this.. writing with him ?"

I shake my head. "Maybe I should tell that it is.. but honestly you two are so .. perfect together, so I can only think it's a good thing.. I love the thought of you two as a couple".

"I wish it was that easy". She sigh. "I.. I really like him.. he makes me feel alive.. he makes me feel free and happy.. but.. I mean I am engaged and my family.. the people wouldn't accept.. no it could never be".

I go pull her in for a hug. "It's not easy, I get it.. but Zac.. he really likes you and he is willing to fight for you.. no matter what it takes".

"I know.. ". She mumbles into my shoulder. "You know what he is doing ? He is going to be away for ten days.. so first day I got a bucket with 10 branches of 'forget-me-nots' the next day 9 and so on.. each day one less, until he is back in London".

"That's such a Zac thing to do". I can't help smiling. It's so sweet how in love he is.. I just wish it was easier for them.

After a bit she pulls away. "Sorry about that.. Hey talking about hot men.. how are yours doing ? Is he still sick ?"

I nod. "Yeah, he can't really seem to beat it.. Maybe because the .. idiot.. is insisting on going on stage every evening.. today he is doing two shows".

"He needs to look after himself, or he is going to get seriously sick". She shakes her head. "Typical men being so stubborn about their health".

"I am worried about him.. he looks so pale.. and at night he gets these coughing fits were he almost can't breathe". I shake my head. "But he refuses to listen".

She place her hand on my shoulder. "Tell me if I can do anything.. talk to him.. send our private doctor.. okay ?"

I send her a small smile. "Thank you.. I will".

*Aurora*
After Sigyn has left, to go pick up Tom at the theater. I go shower and then throw myself on the bed, taking out my ipad and check out social media. First I read my mails and own notifications, then I go look if Zac has posted anything.

And oh lord he has.. a small gasp leaving my lips, as I see the video of him lifting weights, bare chested. Holy shit ! I mean I knew he is in great shape, but dang.. that body is utter perfection.

"Zac ! You bastard". I mumble to myself, watching the video again. I mean the video honestly makes me feel rather.. Well hot and bothered.. I can only imagine what it will do to his poor fans.

After watching it a couple more times.. well what can I say, that is one hot sight and the little moans and gasp he makes.. Well they speak to a.. part deep inside me.. I grab the phone and call him.

It takes a couple of rings, the he picks it up, sounding distracted. "Zac here".

"You should ad 'destroyer of ovaries world wide' to that". I tell him, unable to keep from smiling widely.

"What are you.. ohh.. I guess you saw my video". He chuckles. "Was that naughty ? It was mostly for you.. you know".

I bite my lip.. feeling heat rise in my face. "Considering you told me you found all those thirst Tweets weird and slightly unsettling .. Well yeah.. very bad sir.. all your poor fans are fainting or wetting themself right now".

He breaks down in a howling laughter, struggling to speak. "Oh God hearing you say that was worth it.. so which group are you in.. the one fainting or the.. moist one ?"

"Zac !" I feel my cheek go burning hot. "You are such a scoundrel.. that is what you are.. behave".

"But a charming and handsome one right ?" I can hear the mirth and smile in his voice.

I roll my eyes. "Okay yeah.. but still.. videos like that is not fair.. I mean all those poor women losing their shit.. especially with those sounds sir.. it's bad, very bad".

"Well now you know what awaits you". His voice has suddenly gotten a husky tone and that, combined with his words make my breath catch.

I am pretty sure I make a very undignified sound, but I am honestly unable to speak and wouldn't know what to say either.

"Something wrong darling ? You suddenly got so quiet.. cat got your tongue ?" He chuckles again.

"Damn you.. you.. bloody bastard". I grumble.

His voice soft. "So you don't even miss me a little bit I take it ?"

I huff.. then I kinda snap it out. "Of course I do.. in ways I shouldn't at all.. which makes you a bastard".

"It's okay.. I'll take the blame for that". The laughter back in his voice. "I miss you.. a lot and I miss your kisses and .. I miss being close to you".

I suddenly find it hard to breathe. "You haven't been that close to me..".

"Hmm.. I have been close to your soul.. getting closer to the rest.. Well still waiting for that.. can't wait for that". That voice is back.. the sexy one, that feels like a sensual caress and makes me shudder.

"Zac ! You can't say things like that". I mumble, trying to get enough oxygen into my lungs. "You know I'm engaged.. I have to marry him.. I can't..".

"Yeah.. that's not what your kisses say". His voice is soft now, caring. "I know it's hard for you.. but I won't stop fighting baby.. never.. not before you are mine.. I don't care if I have to take on queen and country to win you.. I will".

I breathe in deeply.. fighting tears.. no man has ever been willing to fight for me like this. "What about we start with a dinner.. an official one and you can meet my fiance.. the day after you get back to London ?"

"A pleasure darling.. then he can see what he is up against, Maybe he bows out gracefully". His voice is teasing.

"Zac !" I try to sound harsh.

He chuckles. "I promise to wear my best clothes and behave perfectly.. when anyone is looking".

"Well I guess that is all I can hope for". I can't help giggling. "Talk to you soon then.. behave now okay ?"

"Never.. and see you soon baby". He chuckles, before he ends the call.

I close my eyes for a moment, stedying myself, then I go watch the video again.