It was heartbreaking knowing that Tom did not feel safe on Instagram . But I had to block him because Tom said to block him on Instagram . But the relationship it self was good . Because I made sweet little stuff for him . I remember I made a card for him and it had sweet words inside of it and he loved it . Unlike my ex Shawn . Because I if I made stuff like that Shawn would say stuff like that he wanted to make love to me . Which made me feel uncomfortable . And if I made stuff like that for cam he would pretend to like it .  Which made me feel like I making stuff for nothing .