A/N

--Sorry I didn't publish last Tuesday I've been really busy lately--

It's been 19 days since my visit with Loki. He will be let out tomorrow "why am I so nervous?" I ask myself over and over again.

It's hard to find something that will pass the time. I've gone out every day to my secret stop only known to Thor, Loki and I. I was kind of bored of going there I wanted to do something that would make an impact. Something. Anything.

I lay back down on my bed

"Well I'm not going to do anything moping around, I also need to eat"

I get up and change into something presentable and I leave to go to breakfast.

I've walked these halls so many times and yet this one feels different. I can't shack the feeling that something bad happened or something good happened? I'm not sure

I open the doors into the dining hall and I almost collapse to the floor at what I saw but he caught me before I could fall. I hug his slim yet muscular figure.

He's back he's finally back

"Ahem!" My father coughed loudly

I grabbed his hand and we walked hand in hand to the middle table.

"So, Adrain, how is your family?"

It was my mother who broke the silence.

"They are well, my smallest brother is learning to walk" Adrain replies

"Oh, how wonderful!"

It went a few seconds without speaking before I broke the silence.

"I can't believe you're back already I've missed you so"

"And I you sweet angel, have you learned anything new from Mother Frigga or Loki?"

The mention of Loki's name struck a chord in me. I looked down but caught myself before he could say anything and continued speaking,

"I have learned a lot from my mother, but I learned more from Loki. For obvious reasons"

My voice was low so that nobody else aside from the people at the "royal table" sat.

It was silent for the rest of the morning but as soon as Adrain and I left we were so excited I could've exploded with happiness. We ran down the halls till we reached my room

"Amia what are you doing?" Adrian said laughing

"I'm going to show you all my new forms that I learned, why?"

"Uh well I was hoping to talk about our future"

"Adrain are you okay? Us talk about our future? That's absurd" I was smiling and laughing before I saw that he was being serious "oh, of course, we can talk about it"

I open the door to a freshly made bed and a dusted room. We sit down on the balcony on the loveseat.

"Amia I love you so much, we've always loved each other but I feel like we are drifting apart"

"Adrain, it's because you are going on all of those peace thingies. If you want us to stay together, then either I will go with you or we can start a family here or anywhere you want and we can stay there"

Is he going to break up with me. Oh my, we can't just break up, we had this marriage arranged I don't know if he can do that.

"Hey, sweety, don't worry I'm not going to break up with you. We are mature adults and we can talk it out"

"But...what if we can't"

Tears were now forming in my eyes

We've been together over 400 years. Can we even break up?

Adrain was now holding me and combing his fingers through my hair.

"I will never break up with you darling, you are my world. if were to lose you I would not be able to handle it" Adrain said reassuringly

"Okay, I understand, so what are we going to do"

I pulled myself out of his arms and we were face to face now.

"What do you want to do? If you don't want me to go on, how did you phrase it? oh yeah 'Peace thingies' then I won't because I will never let us be ripped apart by something so trivial."

This warmed my heart that he cared so much about me. But I didn't want him to be pulled away from something he loves doing. I put my hands on his chest and looked down.

"Do you like doing the 'peace thingies'?"

"Yes, but you are.."

"That's not what I asked. Do you like doing them?"

He gently put his finger under my chin and lifted my face so that we met eyes.

"Yes, but if it pulls us apart I would gladly give it up because you are so much more important."

I couldn't help it anymore. I lept into his arms smiling and crying happily.

"Sweety, princesses don't cry, they are role models that need only to show their strong side to the common people"

"Are you a common person?"

"No, but.."

"Then I can cry in front of you, and besides they are happy tears, and they are for two reasons"

"What are those two reasons?"

"Now I know that I can always count on you and that you will always be here for me, and Loki is getting out of isolation tomorrow"

"Ah yes those are good reasons, you'll be happier when he gets out, and so I'm happy for you"

Loki and Adrain had never gotten along before and after Adrain and mine's marriage were arranged.

Adrain stayed like this until at least an hour. he held me as I cried and he also stroked my hair.

For the rest of the evening, we walked the royal gardens and strolled the main square. We talked about our future and how we want to live. I sort of regretted crying in front of him because I usually kept tears held back or just suppressed them. I guess it's because of all the things with Loki and Adrain.

We had dinner and when it was over we went back to my room and changed. We got into bed together and he held me comfortably against him as we drifted asleep.