hyena.

bwisit.

bwisit talaga.

my life became a tragic story all of a sudden, why?

author: sorry yens, labyu po :*

i once again reread the conversations of guanlin and jihoon with me.

tatlong mahahalagang tao pa ang niloko ako. baka naman pati V101SUALS, katulad nila?

"hyena!!" i heard three knocks outside and a voice which came from hanjae, my brother. "buksan mo, dali!"

shIT SHIT SHIT

MY BRODIE'S BACK FROM THAILAND I UHM- 😳

i immediately wiped my face using my hand. kaunting iyak lang naman ang nagawa ko, buti naman kaya hindi masyadong halata.

"sandali! wag atat!" sigaw ko habang pnipilit na hindi pumiyok.

i checked what i look like infront of my mirror. okay naman na kaya pinagbuksan ko si kuya hanjae while i was smiling.

"baby sister i missed you!!!!" pasigaw na sabi ni kuya at niyakap ako ng mahigpit. well same, kuya.

"namiss ka ba?" i quirked an eyebrow na dahilan para hampasin niya ako pero light lang naman. "joke syempre namiss kita hehehehehe. ilang linggo rin akong hindi nakaramdam ng presence na kuyang panget ah."

"grabe ka talaga sakin hyena." he flicked my forehead at inakbayan ako. "tara sa baba, marami kang ikkwento sakin."

cOughs.

"o-okay, tara kuya." sabay kaming dalawa ni kuya na bumaba at nakita ko si mama na nagh-hain na ng dinner namin. "mga anak, good evening!"

"good evening ma," malumanay kong sabi at umupo kaming dalawa ni kuya sa sofa sa living room.

"tagal ko ring nawala ah!" hanjae stretched his arms habang pinapatong 'yung mga paa niya sa isa pang upuan. "namiss ko 'yung ambiance ng bahay natin."

i just nodded and smiled lightly because i'm not in the mood to start a convo with my brother, not unless he asks me about something.

"i just left the country then you've gone mute? wow, this is a miracle!" hinampas ko ng unan si kuya dahil sa sinabi niya. walanghiya talaga!!!

"nako, eh mas tumahimik nga kapatid mo tapos puro na phone ang hawak," pakikisali ni mama sa usapan namin.

"talaga?" kuya wiggled his eyebrows at me. "kumusta ka na, baby sis?"

parang wallet ko lang, broke ako kuya.

"ayos lang. . medyo nalulungkot kasi may nangyari." mahina kong sabi na sakto lang para marinig ni kuya. alam naman na ni mama na break na kami ni guanlin, and to be honest, she's rooting for jihoon.

jihoon.

"bakit ka naluluha baby sis?" he tried to lift my face up and cupped my cheeks. "anong meron?"

i wiped my tears away and straightened my posture. "diba alam mo namang kami ni guanlin. . ."

"oo, bakit?" tanong niya pa rin habang palapit sa akin. "nag-break na kami kuya hanjae, nung isang araw."

okay shet

eto na sinasabi ko

kamukha na ni kuya si baejin..

sasabog na siya, help me!

"bAKIT KAYO NAG-BREAK DIBA MAGKAIBIGAN NA KAYO FOR 5 YEARS ANO SINAYANG NIYA LANG 'YUN HA NASAAN BA SI GUANLINㅡ"

"huy kuya ano ba kumalma ka nga!" naglagay ako ng tubig sa baso mula sa pitsel at binigay ito sa kanya. iba kasi magalit 'tong si kuya hanjae eh, akala mo aatakihin na sa puso. relaxeu, relaxeu.

he flashed a frown facial expression and that's my cue to tell my brother the whole story. "it all started nung isang araw rin, before we broke up. i was with jihoon, my gay friend which turns out na hindi pala. jihoon is fooling me all this time." i laughed bitterly.

"wait what? you mean park jihoon? kaibigan 'yun ng kaibigan kong si mark ah!" i nodded and continued.

"habang nasa cafe kami to spend quality time with jihoon, i heard a very familiar voice behind us which belongs to guanlin. niloloko niya lang ako. alam mo ba kung sinong bago niyang babae?" he shook his head innocently while drinking a glass of water. "si soeun."

PU

TA

PUTA

KUMUSTA NAMAN MUKHA KO

"WALANGHIYA KA NAMAN KUYA!!!!" bulalas ko sa kanya nang mailabas niya sa mukha ko 'yung iniinom niyang tubig dahil sa gulat. duGyOt amPoTa?¡¿!

"BAKIT KASI GANYAN ANG BABOY KO NAMAN."

"buti alam mong baboy ka ano." he glared at me while getting a tissue and giving it to me after. "magpunas ka nga sa sarili mo, ang panget mo."

"wow ayan nanaman 'yung mapanglait kong kuya." hinampas ko ulit siya ng unan. "tapos? ano nangyari sunod? dali nabibitin ako."

"edi ayun nga.. we broke up through chat and i didn't let him explain. kasi para saan pa diba? narinig ko na gamit ang sarili kong mga tenga, nakita ko na gamit ang sarili kong mga mata. hindi naman ako tanga para hindi ma-realize 'yun. and the same day rin nag-friendship over kami ni soeun."

"pero kahit na. . . dapat pinag-explain mo pa rin siya. may karapatan si guanlin, boyfriend mo pa rin naman siya ah." sabi niya. "correction kuya, ex na po!"

"akala ko nga tapos na 'yung kina guanlin at soeun lang, pati rin pala si jihoon." i chuckled sarcastically. "guanlin told me earlier about jihoon's preteㅡ"

my line was cut off because of the sudden vibration of my phone, which means i got a new message from God knows who.

"teka kuya tignan ko muna." pagpaalam ko and he gave me the sign to open my phone. i checked it and saw a message from an unregistered number.

+82 ** **** ****

07:51 pm
please open the door, i'm
here waiting.

napataas ako ng kilay at nagsimulang mag-isip sa kung kanino posibleng nanggaling 'yung message. may stalker ba ako?

pa-reply na sana ako nang may mag-send na message ulit mula sa same number.

07:02 pm
this is jihoon, let me ex-
plain everything please.

right after i received his message, the doorbell rang twice and mom immediately ran to the door to open it for him.

"oi jihoon, nandito ka ulit! dito mo na ba balak tumira?"

holy sizzles.

inunpublish ko muna 'yung
fansign pero bakit siya
nagr-rank omg¿ #112 in short
story hhh thank u po! ; u ;
pero seryoso dinrafts ko siya. .

ymc is feeding us so well
i didn't ask for this
but thank you so much, ymc

chittaphon leechaiyapornkul as ahn hanjae

i'm dead