This is such a gloomy thought to have not just on Halloween, but also on Val's birthday. I love this big enchanting house, but I rarely get time where it's just me and Lottie. We've been together for over a year and a half, but we don't really get the chance to act like a couple.

I'm very conflicted, and I may just show Lottie this entry rather than having a real talk. Just so my thoughts are out there, but not really a call to action.