○ chapter fifty one ○
Winter's P.O.V
I felt like I was in a movie. Like I was that girl who ended up seeing someone who had disappeared for years and now came back. I felt like I was that lucky girl who finally started to get her life back together. Everything was so surreal but I knew it was true. If I was dreaming, I would literally cry.
Do you ever get that feeling that you just want to cry but you just want to smile? I felt like my whole world was coming togther now. Like the world finally wanted me to live happily. I always thought I would never see my father but now, I feel like the most happiest girl in the world.
My cheeks were currently burning from how much smiling I have been doing for the past five minutes. I actually couldn't believe my dad, my father, was in front of me! So many thoughts and emotions where going through my body and I couldn't help but speak.
"D-Dad?" I ask, tears filling my eyes. My dad smiles and holds his arms out and I run towards him and jump in his arms.
"Oh my god, it really is you!" I smile, the tears falling down my cheeks. My dad smiles and hugs me tight. "I missed you so much!" I say and my dad nods and kisses my forehead.
"So did I princess." My dad says and let's me down. I bite my lip from crying some more and smile up at my dad. He wipes the remainder of my tears and brings my mom and me to hug him. I see my mom smiling at him, starting into his brown eyes. I smile and hug my parents.
"Winter?" I hear a voice say behind me and I raise my head to see Amanda smiling slightly. I look at my dad and he nods. I smile at him and run over to Amanda, tackling her into a hug. She laughs and when we calm down, she points to the man hugging my mom.
"Is that your mom's boyfriend?" Amanda asks and I shake my head.
"No... it's actually my dad." I say with a small smile and Amanda turns to me with her mouth open. She gives me a big hug and I hug her back.
I couldn't actually believe this...
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Sam's P.O.V
"Can we go now?" I ask, completely not enjoying the girls trying to get me into the beds. I wasn't usually saying no but now, it's different. I have a girlfriend who I love. I wasn't going to let that slip away.
Hayden frowns and gives me a glass of beer. I take it and have a small sip. "No. You promised to have a good time with me. Have a good time with your brother, Samuel." Hayden says, his breath hitting my face. I could smell the alcohol which told me he was definitely drunk by now.
"I am having a good time Hayden but I want to go." I say and rolls his eyes. "No." He says and I raise an eyebrow at his bluntness.
"This is your time to be free and feel what it feels like to be single again."
"But I'm not-"
"Just go and get a girl." Hayden says and I narrow my eyes at him.
"Your fucked." I say with a shake of my head. He rolls his eyes at me and walks off towards a bunch of girls were standing. Since I didn't want my brother do anything he will regret, I follow him.
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Winter's P.O.V
"So how's Sam?" Amanda asks and I shrug. "Good. But what I really want to know is... what happened between you and Hayden?" I say and Amanda shrugs and lays back on my bed.
"Its all my fault. When I left, Hayden wanted to know so bad. I couldnt tell him though... I couldn't even tell you! So, that's why I decided to loosen up, maybe get drunk and just feel like my old self again. But, I met a guy and he wanted a picture so he took a picture of me kissing his cheek like we were dating."
"You sent it to him..." I say and Amanda covers her face with her hands.
"I ruined everything. I was drunk, yes but I have never in my life let myself be that vulnerable to men..." Amanda says and I look at her to see that tears were falling down her face. I gap at her but hug her.
"You slept with a guy while you were dating Hayden or did you two break up?" I ask softly. Amanda shakes her head and wipes the tears away.
"We weren't dating but I broke up with him a day before I slept with that guy. He surely wasn't over me and I wasn't over him so- what the fuck is wrong with me?" Amanda cries and I shake my head and hold onto her hand, squeezing it softly.
"Call him." I say and Amanda looks up at me, confused. I couldn't blame her. I knew she would be scared but I remember what my mom told me. I'm sure he is thinking about her, wanting to hear her voice and see her beautiful smile. Amanda is probably thinking the same right now. But this had to be sorted. I can't see my best friend be sad anymore.
"W-What?" Amanda stutters. I pick up her phone that was beside her and hold the phone out in front of her. "Call him." I say again and Amanda just looks at the phone.
Suddenly, the phone screen lights up and a message pops up. We both look and see Alec's name on the screen.
Talk to him, Amanda... you don't know how much he wants to hear your voice. - Alec
I look up at Amanda and she takes in a deep breath before looking at me. "I'm scared, Winter. What the hell am I going to say?" She asks and I smile at her.
"Tell him what you told me." I say and Amanda sighs and five minutes later, she finally grabs her phone and starts to dial Hayden.
It's now or never.
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Sam's P.O.V
"Go! Go! Go!" Everyone chants as they watch Hayden gulp down a bottle of vodka on its own. I had a feeling he didn't come he to loosen up.
The idiot came he to get drunk and forget. Fucking moron.
"Hayden, your not going to feel well in the morning." I sigh and try to take the bottle away from my brother. Hayden takes the bottle away from his lips and the screams from the crowd go quiet in boredom as they saw that Hayden had stopped.
Hayden glares at me and pushes me away. "Fuck off, Sam. I brought you here to have a good time and all your doing is playing dad." Hayden growls and I roll my eyes and grab at the bottle again.
"I'm looking out for you-"
"No, your trying to care just like dad did but you know what? You can't even look after yourself." Hayden slurs, taking a few steps back. I grab his arm so he doesn't fall but Hayden pushes me away again.
"Your turning out like dad. Your pretending you care but you'll fuck us all over, just like you fucked over Harper." Hayden spits and I narrow my eyes at him.
"Don't go there..." I threaten and Hayden smirks. "Truth hurts doesn't it." Hayden laughs and places the bottle on the table and sits on a chair.
"You didn't know what Harper was going through but you acted like you did. You pretended to care when you hardly knew what was going on. And when it was too late, you actually cared. You fucked her over big time you know." Hayden says and my fists clench.
He was going to far. Yes he may be drunk but the words got to me. He was lying. He was blaming me for his problems cause when Harper died, he realised he was never there for her when I was. I helped her through the bad times unlike Hayden who was out every night getting wasted and sleeping with girls. He may be playing the 'innocent' act but there was no way he was going to get away with the lies that were spitting out of his mouth.
"You didn't love Harper and everyone knew that. I can't believe she even classified you as her brother when you weren't a brother to her at all!" Hayden screams and thats when I felt myself run towards him. I tackled him to the ground and straddled him. A crowd immediately formed and people started to cheer my name.
Don't hit him. Don't hit him.
"You gonna hit me, Sam?" Hayden smirks and I clench my jaw. I look at him for a few moments before I slowly get up.
"Get the fuck up." I say and Hayden gets up and laughs. I grit my teeth together and grab Hayden's arm and push past the crowd, heading to the car.
As much as I wanted to hit him, I knew I couldn't. The words weren't true and Hayden was drunk. The words didn't mean anything and he didn't even know what he was saying. If I were to hit him, it wouldn't of even solved anything. It just would've made shit fucked up. That's why I held myself back.
"Where are we going?" Hayden asks as we get into the car. I put on his seat belt since he clearly couldn't do it by himself and start the engine.
"Just shut up."
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Amanda's P.O.V
I pick up the phone, tears starting to form in my eyes. My heart is clenching and my stomach is dropping. I hands start to become sweaty and I know I have to do this.
Ever since I met Hayden, I knew I would love him. I don't know how but I just knew. Things were going to be rough and they have but I didn't know they were going to be this rough. When I hear his voice, well, if I hear his voice, I know I am going to cry. I knew I was in love with this guy and thats why I can't let him go.
I couldn't bare to see him with anyone else. I couldn't bare him to see him happy while he stares in someone else's eyes. I couldn't bare to see the person that he loves love him back... because I loved him. I am in love with Hayden.
"I'm here, Amanda. It's okay." Winter whispers and I flash her a weak smile. I grab my phone and unlock it. A picture of Hayden and I laughing and smiling was on the screen and I couldn't help but bit my lip.
He looks so perfect...
No, focus Amanda. I click on the contacts and press on the number. I hesitate but end up putting the phone on speaker so Winter could hear.
My heart was racing as I hear it calling. I wanted him to pick up but I didn't at the same time. My mind was all over the place.
"Sorry this person you have called is not available right now..." When I hear those words, everything else seems like a blur. All I was thinking about was 'what if's'.
What if he didn't want to talk to me? What if he didn't want me to be in his life anymore? What if he didn't have his phone on him? What if he doesn't forgive me? What if, what if, what if...
I bite my lip and steady my shaking hands. "He didn't answer..." I say sadly and Winter fishes her phone out of her pocket.
"I'm calling Sam. He is probably with Hayden right now. You can talk to him then, okay?" Winter says and I manage a nod. Winter smiles at me and starts to dial Sam's number.
What if he doesn't love me anymore?
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Hello guys... I have been trying to work on this book so much but I was on writers block for a while but here I am! Is this really the end of Amanda and Hayden? What do you think of Hayden's words about Harper? Where do you think they are going?
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