Mari's POV

This chapter may contain child abuse and sexual assault.

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When child abuse ends🔴

When sexual assault starts:🌹
When sexual assault ends:🥀
I woke up with an immense headache and felt my arms aching. I looked around and to my dismay, I'm still....here. By 'here' I mean in my memories or a really sick fucking joke.

" Hey..."

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!?!

" I know you're mad at me for not getting you out of that awful situation, but I couldn't. That was me too. I am you. We can't change the past...we can only remember and learn from it. I just need to tell you that something is going to happen that you can't stop. I can't tell you exactly what that is, but you won't like it....not one bit....."

Please...No more of this. I want to go-

" We CAN'T."

WHY THE FUCK NOT?

" Because you said you wanted to remember everything. I want this to be as slow as possible so you can process it instead of feeling overwhelmed after being thrown so much information at once. I believe if we see this one more time, we might be able to go back...but with mental issues that you didn't already have."

So if we see this terrible thing I might be able to go back with Adrien and Chloe and everything?

" It's not for certain, but hopefully yes."

Okay. Let's get this over with....

" Don't try to change or stop anything happening. Our younger self did that herself, but we can't help her. We just have to go through the suffering with her, okay?"

Alright.

" Good. Your mother is at the door...try to stay calm...what am I kidding....that's nearly impossible."

Door opens

" Lucia. It's been three days that you have been asleep darling. Thankfully you're awake!" I heard my mother say in a sickingly sweet voice. I look towards her and see the door wide open. Oh. She is just trying to act the role of the loving mother.

Door closes shut

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"Lucia~ you made Baron mad again. Were you trying to escape you little brat! Did you actually try to kill yourself?!?!? You selfish little girl. YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY WE ARE KEEPING YOU IN THIS HOUSE AND NOT SENDING YOU TO AN ORPHANAGE OR BETTER YET JUST KILL YOU. You will go to Baron's playroom and you will let him do whatever he wants to do with you. You don't have any room for discussion so don't try to get out of this. This is YOUR punishment. You should have never been born. Because of that, you will be punished for everything you've done to tear this family apart. You even tried to take MY DAUGHTER away from me and Baron. WE ARE HER PARENTS. YOU AREN'T OUR CHILD. I. HATE. YOU." She said while punching me, roughly grapping me, and scratching me. I honestly couldn't care any less. I was numb. Totally numb...well my younger me was numb while I was shaking inside and crying my heart out.

" Walk. You know where you have to go. If I find out you didn't go, your punishment will be a whole lot worse." I just nodded and left. I didn't feel like I had a choice. Either way I'm gonna lose. Where is Ms. Chi and Mr. Dubua? Why haven't they checked up on me yet? I want-no...I NEED to leave this place. What did I do to deserve this? Is this some sort of test to prove that I'm worthy of withholding some great, immense amount of power?.........God. Why would anyone save me? They're right! I am a mistake. I was the problem all along but I can't leave even if I wanted to. I deserve to be tortured. I don't deserve anyone's kindness...I don't deserve to have a loving and caring family. I don't deserve to have an understanding sister. No. I deserve nothing...

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I was standing at the door where one of my tormentors is. I walked in and closed the door behind me.

" There you are you bitch. Do you know how much I waited for you? YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF!!! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED THE EASY WAY OUT. HEEEELLLL NOOO. YOU. ARE. MINE. TO. PLAY. WITH. TO PUNISH. TO HAVE SEX WITH TO DO WHATEVER I WANT WITH. Now. Take off all of your clothes and lay on the bed." I was tired. I couldn't handle anymore of it.

" No." Was all I said before opening the door and trying to leave.

" No? NO?!? YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY NO TO ME. YOU WILL TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES AND GET ONTO THAT BED WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT." He screamed while grabbing me by my hair and ripping off my clothes.

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" Noooo!! I said Noooo!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I DON'T WANT THIS!!!! THIS ISN'T RIGHT!!!!!! GET OFF ME YOU-AHHHHH!" I screamed and then I was thrown against a wall? The bed? I don't know what it was but it definitely hurt a while lot. I looked at the door around to notice my vision being slightly hasey, but what I did notice was that the door was open in my peripheral vision. I looked at the bastard who through me and he was taking of his belt then he whipped me with it.

" OWW! AHHHH!!! STOOOOP!! IT HURTS!!!! LEAVE ME!!!! AHHHHLOOOONEEEE!!!" I screamed in pain as he lashed a heck of a lot of a of times on my back and stomach and legs and wherever is open to him. I looked in my peripheral vision. Mari was standing in the door way shaking and crying. I pretended not to notice her. Then the bastard grabbed me and began to touched me in those forbidden places and I kept on trying to resist. He is far too strong for me to push away.

"Let me go! I'm nog your fucking sex toy!!! I'm supposed to be your daughter!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!" I screamed and spat in his face. He did not like that one bit.

" You aren't my daughter! The only daughter I have is Marie. Your whore of a mother had you with another man. YOU ARE TO BE PUNISHED AND YSED HOWEVER WE LIKE NO MATTER WHAT." He screamed into my face while I still touching me inappropriately. I felt completely disgusted with myself and my whole life. I looked towards the door and noticed she left. Just. Left.Wow...

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Baron that bastard had his way with me again and I have new bruises and whip marks to heal. Marie saw. Marie saw! She was at the door and she didn't try to help me at all. She doesn't really care about me does she? No. No one cares about me. I walked to my room after a horrible session with that bastard. When I walked in, I saw Marie on mg bed crying and when she noticed I was there she ran up to me and hugged me.

" I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T BELIEVE YOU! I'M A TERRIBLE SISTER. I-I-I...I just couldn't believe they were really that awful towards you. So all the times mother said you had to take your treatment, you went through this?!?!?!" She said and asked me. I just nodded with my head down, visibly shaking. I looked up at her and she was torn. She was crying a lot and by the looks of it, she cut herself recently since I noticed the blood on her long sleeves. No. Nonononono.

" Marie..can I see your arm...please?" I said as calmly as I could. She shook her head violently but I needed to know if it was true. I looked at her giving her a sharp look. She gave in and sighed...She was shaking out of fear while sticking out her arm towards me. I hastily took here arm. Gently and slowly lifting up her sleeve. When I lifted it up, my heart shattered. She doesn't deserve this. She doesn't deserve this at all. I heaved a long sigh before looking at her straight in the eyes. Her bottom lip began to tremble...

" I didn't know you were going through all of this. I should have investigated further into it before it got this bad! I'm a terrible sister. Then you even confided in me and I didn't believe you!! I'm also the elder sister yet you are always the one that ends up taking care of me. I'm supposed to take care of you!!! I'm absolutely pathetic!!!" She screamed while crying.

" Hey! Don't you dare talk to my big sister like that!!! No one is allowed to bad mouth my sister, not even you!!! I will fight you if you ever say that out loud again. It's not true. You are not pathetic. You are very very very kind and sweet to me. You are one of the reasons why I still want to live in this house. Yes you did mess up on not believing in me but, it's okay. I forgive you. We're only human. You shouldn't blame yourself when you did nothing-"

" EXACTLY MY POINT. I did absolutely nothing to help you out when you needed me the most!" She said interrupting me.

" That is also not true. You comforted me even without knowing exactly what's going on. You supported me so much. I'm very grateful that it wasn't you in my position because I care so much about you."

" That doesn't mean it's okay for you to go through this hell! I also care a lot about you Lucy!!! I want to help! How can I help?" She said while hugging me and asking me something I don't know how to answer.

" Marie..I know you care about me a lot, but they are your parents. Both of them. I don't want you to disconnect with them because of me. Don't choose between me or your parents. That's how you can help me. By staying out of harms way and not choosing a side."

"But-"

"Please?" I said to her. She sighed and nodded. Right when she did the door was busted open. Both Marie's parents were there livid. Oh boy...

" Marie sweetie why are you in here? Please go up to your room. Your father and I have a lot to talk about with your sister." Mother dearest said. Marie looked towards me and I nodded. She hesitantly left while saying 'okay mother'. That just left me with these two lunatics who won't give me a break.

" That it! We can't stand you anymore!!! We need you out ofbour lives immediately. The only reason why I let you live is because our daughter is very happy around you, but now that I see that you are being a terrible influence to her with her cutting herself like you, there's no reason why ww should keep you alive!" Baron said while loading up a gun. While he was aiming and about to shoot Marie came out of nowhere and Baron pulled the trigger which hit Marie instead of me. No. Please No.

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" WHY DID YOU RUN INTO THE GUN SWEETIE!!!! IT WAS YOU WASN'T IT!!! YOU FORCED HER TO DIVE IN TO SAVE YOU!!! YOU EVIL BITCH!!!!! I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Esmé screamed as she lunged at me and began to attack me and she began to punch and kick me. I let it happen. It was my fault Marie was dead after all. If I didn't open my stupid mouth and told her how they treated me, she would have still been here with me.....I felt a stab in my stomach and I screamed in pain. I was in total numbness everything about me was numb. I didn't care anymore. I was then swallowed into the darkness and my eyes opened wide to a bright light?
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" Am I dead?" I said out loud.

" No silly but I've been trying to wake you up for a long while. You're a veary heavy sleeper." I heard a male voice say and all I could remember was Baron that bastard.

" Ahhhhh!!" I screamed. Then I felt arms wrapped around me and I tried to get out of their hold.

" Mari! What's wrong?! Please try to calm down." I heard a very familiar and soothing voice say. Mari...Mari......It's Adrien!!!! I opened my eyes and saw a male chest with a dark forest green shirt. I slowly looked up my breathing getting more even while doing so, and I fully relaxed when I saw that it was indeed Adrien that was holding me and not that bastard Baron!!

" Adrien...Oh Adrien!" I said as I hugged him back and nuzzled into his chest more.

" What's wrong Mari? Did you have a nighmare or something?" Adrien asked. I shook my head but Adrien looked at me with more worry when he lifted my face to meet his.

" Then why were you crying and trying to get out of my grip?" He asked while wiping my cheek with his thumb. I didn't even notice I was crying.

" Adrien, I remembered my past-well some of it and it was awful, so terrible!" I said while crying into his chest. He began to comb through my hair with his fingers. It was really relaxing.

" I won't ask you to tell me what was so awful, but if you want to talk to me about anything or you wish to stay quiet for now and just cuddle, I won't mind it at all." He said while he kept playing with my hair. I giggled and sniffled. He really is very special to me.

" Adrien?"

" Yes?"

" I love you my kitten." I said while snuggling into his chest.

" I love you too m'lady....wait." He said but he shrugged it off. I like the sound of those two nicknames.

" I really love that nickname kitten." I mumbled and somehow went back to sleep.

What I didn't notice was that Adrien was blushing with a very goofy smile on his face.