This chapter may contain, sexual assault and self harm.

Sexual assault begins at:☆
Sexual assault ends at:⭐

Self harm begins at:🔶️
Self harm ends at:🔷️

Read at your own risk....
(Laughs evilly)

Mari's POV

I'm back in the dark and empty space where my conscience is waiting for me.

" I told you this will continue after your short and well deserved break." I love you

Okay understandable, what are we going to see now? Am I going to see my (in a barely audible voice) parents again?

" Yes unfortunately, but you will also get one of your answers from previously."

What is it-

" Lucy!!!" Someone said from behind me while tackling me to the ground. I groaned in pain, but laughed along with the other person.

" Hey Marie, you know you're older than me by a year, but you are acting younger than me." I said giggling while getting up and helping her up. She jutted out her bottom lip making a pouty face.

She looked a lot like me except she didn't have my bluebell eyes. She had my father's eyes, a hazel and green mix, with a hint of blue from my mother's side. She did have freckles and midnight blue hair like our mother. The biggest difference was the birthmark on her neck. it looked like a crescent moon. Father has the same birthmark.

" You'll understand it better later on..." ( You guys that are reading this story will also understand what is going on.)

Okay. Wait....Marie...

" Yea but I'm still your older sister!" Marie said with the pout still gracing her face.

" Yea you are!"I said with a big smile on my face.

" LuCiA!!!!!" I heard mother's voice. I looked at Marie with panic and Marie looked at me mirroring my expression.

" LUCIA there you are! It's time for your treatment." Mother said again pulling my arm harshly.

" Mom, Lucy doesn't need treatment, she isn't sick!" Marie said with annoyance and anger. Mother did not like that at all.

" Marie dear, please go to your room and don't come out until I tell you so. I don't want to have to lock you in there. Just listen to your mother, okay?" She said in her sweet motherly tone that she never used on me. Marie looked at me worriedly. I could only nod. If I didn't I would be punished...well severely punished.

" Okay....I'll go." She said cautiously while going to her room. Once she was for sure in her room, Mother pulled me harshly towards Father's play room....I hate that room.

" Get in there you brat!" Mother said while opening the door and throwing me in while locking it from outside....

" Hey Lucia~" Father said in a lewd voice. DISGUSTING.

" This is really going to make you regret your choice of wanting to remember..."

Why?

I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist.

......Oh no......

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I was grabbed and thrown harshly on the bed. I winced when my head hit the bed frame hard.

" Strip." He said. I shook with fear, but did what he demanded...If not I would be worse off. I took of all my clothes including my bra and panties. I felt disgusting...I am DISGUSTING.

NO. NO NO NO NO NO! LET ME OUT!!! LET ME GO!!!!!!

"....I'm sorry...I can't do that...you wanted to remember...now you have to watch..."

" What a good girl you are~. Help me take off my clothes okay?~" I obliged. He was giving me lewd looks. Once I was done he pushed me on my knees. I was on the floor while he was standing.

" Open your mouth up wide~" He said. I kept my mouth closed. I didn't want it in my mouth it made me sick. This made him furious.

" I said OPEN WIDE!!" He demanded and grabbed a chunk of my hair tightly and pulled me towards his member. I gasped at the pain and he shoved his member in my mouth...

MAKE THIS STOP! MAKE. IT. GO. AWAY!!!!

"..............."

" Suck my dick you slut!" He said while thrusting himself in and out of my mouth...I began to cry....but obliged. If I didn't he would force me in a different way.

" Good little slut~. Go faster~~!" He said. I did and he kept on making loud lewd noises. I felt him release in my mouth and I was feeling nauseous. I wanted to throw it up, but of course I can't.

" Swallow my cum you slut~" I obliged, immediately regretting it. It tasted so bitter and awful.

" Good. Now lay down with your back facing down on the bed and spread your legs open~" He said I nodded and got off the floor and layed on the bed and opened my legs up wide....I hate this! I hate this!! WHY ME?!?! Why?!?!

" Look at you~. You're such a big slut~. You want me inside you don't you~?" I shook my head no. He did not like that answer.

" Because of that answer, I'm going to make sure you won't be able to walk for weeks!!!" He said. I was terrified....Without warning he entered me and I screamed. It hurt so much! I began to cry harder. He decided that since I'm being bad, he will punish me by thrusting in fast and hard. I began making lewd noises after a while ...I'm appalled....I hate it..I want it to stop. I don't want to enjoy this....

PLLLLEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAAAAAAAKEEEEE IIIIIIIIIIIITTTT SSSSSTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" I can't....I wish I could but I can't...I warned you, but you still chose to remember."

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(He had his way with Lucia)

" I'm done with you. Put your clothes on and get out of my face!!" He screamed. I nodded and rapidly put my clothes on. I ran towards the door and tried to open it up. The door was still locked...I started banging the door. and screaming 'let me out' or at least trying to...my mouth is sore from what just happened.

" The door won't open? Go out through the window!" He screamed. I nodded my head and made my way to the window and began to climb out of the window. We are on the 2nd floor so I took my time to get down. I ended up tripping on the ledge and fell down. I hit my head on the ground and harder than when my head hit the bed frame. Then everything turned black.
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I expected to wake up in the living room with Adrien, Chloe, and Cole, but no. I was still in my memories and at the moment, I was in my bed, nicely tucked in.

Creak

I heard somebody open the door. It was actually two people. It was Ms. Chi and Mr. Dubua. I looked at them tiredly.

" Hello sweetie, you woke up. Are you hungry? Do you want to take a bath? Do you want to sleep some more?" Ms. Chi asked me. I shook my head not really answering any of the questions. I feel disgusted with myself. Do I even deserve to eat? So I even deserve to sleep?

"....Okay....Do you want to see Marie?" I furiously shook my head no. I don't need her to see me like this. She doesn't need to know what happens to me. I deserve it what happens to me, so why should I get help?

" Lucia. You need to eat. You are so thin.
You're 7 years old Lucia. Your sister Marie is very worried about you. She
really wants to see you." Mr. Dubua said. Before I could answer he interrupted me.

" I know you don't want her to know what's going on but she deserves to know what you have been going through." Should I
tell her?.....Yes.....I'm going to tell her. I hope everything will be okay.....

" Okay fine....Can you please bring her here?" I asked. They nodded with a small smile on their lips.

" Right away young mistress-"

" How many times do I have to tell you? Don't call me young Mistress!" I screamed. They flinched.

" Yes Lucia." They said. I sighed and dismissed them.
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Awhile later I heard a light knock on the door.

" Come in." I said. I watched as Marie cautiously walked into my room.

" Hey.....Are you feeling okay?" She said quietly. I was about to nod and tell her I'm fine when I remembered why I asked her here in the first place. To tell her what's really been going on. I sighed and motioned her to get closer. She did and I sighed once again.

" Marie...There's been something that I had to hide from you...It's not that I wanted to hide it from you, it's just our parents didn't want you to know...." I was looking down the whole time I said this. I peeked up at her and saw that she was waiting for me to continue. I sighed but complied.

" Marie...Mom and dad don't treat me the same as they treat you because...I'm not father's daughter. He is your father though...Since I'm younger than you by a year, father believed that our mother cheated on him....She did...so from then on father treated mother with less respect and treated me with disgust. Father questioned mother about this when we were 4 and 5 year old, because you seemed to have his birthmark that everyone in father's side has and I didn't. So although I am you sister, I'm only half and mother and father don't like that at all. Since I look a lot like mother, father decided to have 'fun' with me....Remember when mother told me that it's time for my treatment? She would take me to father's 'playroom' and throe me in. Father was always waiting on the other side...he..h-he w-w-would...touch me...in all the wrong places...he would h-hurt me all the time....t-that's where I get all the bruises and things from...Father would hurt me and sometimes mother would join and also beat me...So yea...sometimes I'm angry at you...why is it me and not you? Now I wish this never happened to you. Thank god it was me and not you." I finished and began sobbing not even realizing that I was crying. Marie looked at me and her eyes began to tear up.

" No. Y-You're lying. Mama and Papa would never do anything like that!!! Why are you lying to me Lucy?!?! Why?!?! Mama and Papa can be a little strict with you, but they love you so much!!! Stop making up lies Lucy! I-I-I can't believe you. I...I'm sorry but no!!!" She screamed and ran out the door slamming it in the process...

Marie...she didn't believe me? I knew something bad would happen if I told her the truth...I got off the bed and walked to the door locking it in the process. Then I went to the bathroom and went to grab a razor. Then I suddenly stopped and went back to sit on the bed. Once I was sat on my bed I looked at the full body mirror. I looked at my state. I looked awful yet I was still a splitting image of mother...I hate it. I. HATE. IT. I walked up to the mirror and just looked at myself in disgust.

" ...I hate you. I. HATE. YOU. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOUUUUUU!!!" I screamed and with the last scream I thrusted my fist into the glass with as much force as I could muster. This caused for the mirror to shatter into a bunch of pieces. Some pieces of shards were stuck into my hand and instead of crying or screaming, I laughed.

" Hehehehehehe.....heheheheheh! HEHEHEHEHE!!!" I laughed maniacally.

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I pulled one of the shards out of my hand and decided to use that shard to cut myself. Which is exactly what I did. I cut myself for every single day I lived since birth and been a heavy burden and eye sore to this family.

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The more I do this the more I become light headed and the blood on the floor looks like a beautiful masterpiece. More.
MORE.
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Someones knocking made me stop abruptly before completing the next cut.
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I ignored the knocking and continued to cut myself.
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Gosh they are so annoying! Can't they let me cut in peace?!?!?!
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K-N-O-C-K
K-N-O-C-K

" OPEN THE DOOR LUCIA!!!! OPEN THE DOOR OR I WILL BREAK IT DOWN!! WHAT DID YOU TELL MARIE ABOUT?!?!?!?! YOU AREN'T SUPPOSED TO TELL HER ABOUT ANY OF THAT!!!!!! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR OR I WILL BREAK IT DOWN AND YOU WILL BE SEVERELY PUNISHED!!!!!" I heard screaming from the other side of the door. I wasn't very scared. I became numb to it. I don't care any more about the pain they cause me. I'm already dead inside, so why can't I just die on the outside as well.

" L-U-C-I-A!! O-P-E-N T-H-E D-O-O-R!!!!" That was the last thing I heard before I fell to the floor in a pile of my own blood and the glass shards. Then everything went black.