Late Night Car Ride - Harry Holland
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Har-Bear
y/n/n?
Y/N/N
what harold?
Har-Bear
ouch... no need to be so hurtful
Y/N/N
you woke me from my beauty sleep
Har-Bear
oh please, you don't need that
Y/N/N
even if i am gorgeous as hell, i still want sleep you div
Har-Bear
i wanna go on a late night drive
Y/N/N
i'm listening...
Har-Bear
i'll be over in 15
I rubbed my eyes, This dummy really woke me up for a drive... at 2 am? About 11 minutes later, Harry knocked on my door. He was so lucky we're best friends, or else I would have told him to 'fuck off'. He was all energetic for some insane reason. "You must have had like 12 cups of coffee before this!" He turned and glared at me, "I drink tea darling." (wrong guy but it still works)
He pulled out of my drive way. I had my head on the window, I was only half-awake. He started driving, I don't know where but he was just jamming out to Tame Impala.
Oh my love, can't you see yourself by my side
No surprise when you're on his shoulder like every night
Oh my love, can't you see that you're on my mind...
Ironic enough... that part of the song really fit our relationship well. I have always felt something towards Harry and after about 16 years of friendship I finally realized that I had a crush on him. He was tapping his thumbs on the wheel to the beat and I was slowly becoming fully aware. He drove us to a bridge that overlooked a wide river. I felt the warm night air pulling me in like a hug and the water rushing below was so calming.
Harry jumped up on the ledge and I screamed. "HAROLD! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" He simply laughed at me, "Aw come on Y/N/N. Come sit with me." He let me take his hand as I got situated next to him on the ledge. It was fairly comfortable. I crossed my legs, staring far out from where we were, farther down the river. We sat in comfortable silence with each other for a long while.
He finally broke the calmness. "Hey Y/N?" "Hm?" I had my eyes closed and I looked as if I was meditating. "I wrote you a letter." Harry's voice was nervous. I looked at him, my face twisted. "A letter?" He nodded timidly. "It's something I have wanted to say for a long time... I just never found the courage, until I wrote that letter." He handed me a small white envelope that had my name on it. I looked up at him and he nudged me on. "Just read it." He wiped his palms on his thighs as I slid my finger under the flap. Taking out the paper, I read what he wrote, my heart racing faster than the water below. Maybe he didn't wanna say it in person and he's moving or he doesn't want to be my best friend anymore... Oh dear.
"Y/N,
I have zero idea as to how ever in the world I could possibly do this, but I've heard writing down your feelings makes it easier. I wanted to tell you in person, I really did... I just get so nervous around you, I get tongue-tied. So... I guess I'll just out with it. I like you... a lot... like... A LOT, ever since we had that playful under-the-mistletoe kiss that Christmas in year 10. You have had my heart and I have never wanted to be with anyone more. I hope you feel the same and if not, then I hope we can remain friends. You have been such a good friend to me, you always check up on me, you give me a hug when I'm sad, you put my happiness above yours, and you keep me in line... I would be totally lost without you. I think I'm in love with you... I am so sorry I didn't have the balls to tell you in person... but I figured I wouldn't mess it up if I wrote it out. I hope nothing changes if you don't feel the same...
With all of my heart,
Harry... Harold... Har-Bear"
I folded the note and slipped it back into the envelope. My eyes were welling with tears, I had never felt that much love all at once before. Harry just confessed that he likes me, he even said he loved me. I have been longing for the day he would tell me. The look on his face was so sad. I took a breath. He looked up at me, a tear in his eye as well. I didn't say another word, I just hugged him. He buried his face in my neck, holding me tight. "I love you Y/N and I don't know how I could make it without you." I squeezed him harder, willing my own tears to go away. Harry let out one small sob. "Harry... honey, why are you crying?" I released him, gripping his shoulders. "I could lose you as my bestfriend and I could never bear it." He wiped his eyes. I pulled him back into a hug. "Oh Harry... you'll never lose me...because in all honesty... I've been waiting about 5 years for you to say that." He pulled away. "Wait... even when I was dating Olivia... and Brooke... and Megan?" I bit my lip and nodded. "I thought I could get away from you if I dated other guys and encouraged you to go after other girls but I just couldn't do it. I compared every single guy to you." He smiled. "I do have that affect on people." I rolled my eyes, "Oh shut up Harold." I leaned in a little, "I really, really like you too Harry. I think I'm falling for you." He put his chin in his hand. "That makes this so much easier." He leaned in, placing one hand on my cheek, pulling my face to his. His kiss was soft, so innocent. He pulled away, keeping his hand on my face, rubbing his thumb on my cheek. I leaned into his hand. "I love you Harry." He smiled and pulled me in for another kiss, "I love you too."
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