Some of u guys know about my older sister

If not ask each other or ask me personally 

Yeah, she made my mom's life a living hell. My mom is worried about her. 

Miss gurl called my mom the other day, crying to my mom and accusing her of abuse. 

My mom scoffed and said 

"You can't complain when you used to hit your younger sisters." 

My mom said that the day that she comes over, the house door will be open for her

I almost told her (bcz she was talking to one of my relatives) 

"Yeah, maybe the house door but not my bedroom door when I lock myself in there 

August 31st. I saw her on my way back from my older brother's house. She was crying and talking to my dad. I happily yelled 'hi' to my dad since he was behind his truck

I turned to look inside the truck and there she was. 

I full blown had a panic attack and ran inside my room, after a bit, I came out. I cried to my mom. She gently held and and danced (she was dancing a type of music called 'cumbia')

So yeah, do you think I'm doing that shit again? 

Hell no

I don't know how I survived two weeks in Mexico with a narcissist

And I found out that Miss girl has my mom blocked on Facebook (boomer app fr) bcz she posts half naked pics of herself

I'm disappointed 

Disgusted

And now the thing with Claudia (Jeongin) makes me feel more like shit and disgusted and just straight up hurt. I hate my life rn and idk what to do. I'm feeling horrible, I just want to sleep and never wake up, I hope this shit show is a dream

Yeah that's all bye!