WARNING: it contains SWEARING.

Go to HELL pj

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*** Fresh's P.O.V ***

I woke up crying, tears overflowing and I felt something touch me, it was Alphys. She was crying. But she stopped and hugged me tighter. I hugged back.

*slap ouch! Wait I mentally slapped my face*

The figure stopped hugging me. It seems like I was covered with bandages, my ribs were covered in bandages and in the inside I still felt suicidal in the outside, i feel nothing but still felt a little of the inside, going to the outside but I decided to tell her my suicidal thoughts so I can stop myself from doing that, and my Phobias as well.

"Alphys....I need to tell ya something." I said hugging a pillow, "What is it? Fresh you can tell me clearly without crying right?"
Alphys replied and sat down by a chair. Near the nurse's desk. "Sigh you know what? I had these thoughts that you may not like." I said with a frown on my face.

"Go on." she said with concern on her voice "I...I...I..had these thoughts that made me feel like I wanna comit suicide like suicidal thoughts." Fresh said squinting his eyes, Alphys has shocked expression plastered against her face.

"Fresh you can't do that." Alphys said hugging me "I don't want to, but in the inside I want to. In the outside I just want to." I replied sounding like I never wanted this. "I have phobias too." I said laying back into bed whilst placing the pillow back under his head/skull.

2 minutes of boring explanations of suicidal thoughts and phobias
Here are fresh's phobias

1. Acrophobia- fear of heights
2. Agoraphobia- fear of open or crowded places
3. Astrophobia- fear of thunder or lightning
4. Claustrophobia- fear of smaller places
5. Thanatophobia- fear of death
6. Glossophobia- fear of public speeches
7. Monophobia- fear of being alone
8. Atychiphobia- fear of failure
9. Aphenphosmphobia- fear of being loved or touched or intamacy
10. Nyctophobia- fear of darkness
11. Philophobia- fear of love
12. Pyrophobia- fear of fire
13. Galeophobia- fear of sharks
14. Athazagoraphobia- fear of being forgotten
15. Pediophobia- fear of dolls
16. Secelerophobia- fear of crime
17. Phasmaphobia- fear of ghosts
18. Agliophobia- fear of pain
19. Bathophobia- fear of depths
20. Nosocomephobia- fear of hospitals
21. Coulrophobia- fear of clowns
22. Allodoxaphobia- fear of oppinions
23. Kinemortaphobia- fear of zombies
24. Coasterphobia- fear of roller coasters
25. Taphaphobia- fear of being buried alive

Mostly he does these phobias tell me if you guys have these phobias

Okie so if you guys cried on the suicidal thoughts here's a poem to cheer ya up
And this one was made from fresh
-Author Chann~

The world is a cruel place
Where it ends the human race
Being suicidal isn't the case
its hard to solve the problem
and its too hard to chase
Cause I'm here take my hand
I'll tell you everything to understand
Cause its the end to here we stand
Breaking us apart to a distant land
Don't worry cause I'm here
There is nothing to worry my dear
I will show you even if it's not clear
I'm always on your side there's no
Need to fear
Don't cry I'm here for you
I'm keeping you safe whatever you do
Stay by my side and I be there too
Cause I'm not letting go of you
Nothing's gonna hit you like shooting dart
I'm not letting anything tear us apart
Dont worry i'll stay by your heart
Cause i was with you from the start

-Fresh

Don't let yourself fall
Sit there instead to crawl
I'm right here to save you
No need to save me
You'll get payback
Just like we want, don't we?
Don't put yourself in deep thought
Cause its no time to fought
And go back again to were you brought
Love and dignity
To this world where it'll last for eternity
Cause you don't need to stand for infinity
But you don't need to loose that ability

-Alphys

** Third Person's P.O.V **

The nurse came to the office and told Alphys to wait outside. Fresh needs to get his medicines and he has to heal. For two days. But Fresh has other stuff to do. And other things he checks his schedule for guitar lessons, well he had none.

He has a skele-ton of homework so he went running slowly to his locker. Putting some of his stuff he dosent need. Fresh's bones are aching, he needs ar-rest for a bit. He walked through the hallways, thinking of PJ but he shook the thought off because he might be getting a little crush.

He decided to take the bus instead of Cray taking him home.

After the annoying and crowded and noisy bus stopped right his house.

He unlocked it. He slammed the door dropped all of his stuff on floor. He went to his room. He fell asleep going to dream land.

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My dear readers, please don't commit die or arm and knife, your arms ain't paper. I know there's an overdosed amount of angst and depression in this story and I'd like my readers to think about their actions before doing so otherwise because this is a fanfiction doesn't mean whatever happens to the character likewise will tell you to do the same, that's a flipped up story a messed up author has made. Don't do it, the more you are sad about yourself would make others more sad about you.

Don't do it. (Last warning)

Word count: 1071 words

Just don't do it, I mean like, if I try it, I'd be like...

"WHAT THE F###, THAT HURTS LIKE H*LL, WHY YOU SAYING IT'S GOOD?! TF, IT HURTS LIKE A SNAKE JUST BIT ME, HOLY SHIITAKE-MY ARM'S BLEEDING!"

Edited: 10/24/18

Just don't do it

EDITED: 11/8/19