WARNING: contains SWEARING, and the word BLOOD.
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** Fresh's P.O.V **

After showing Alphys some of drawings that I used to draw right now. She kept on fangirling. I'm sick of these fangirl noises. Well at least I'm a fanboy. Until That cat guy thingy was BP I think was his name?? I called him bad kitty.

I was pretty sure I felt a pair of eyes looking at me, I'm not thinking of that dark boned skeleton and whoever you call him I'm just gonna go with calling him dumba$$ paint face. Privately. Because he looks like a Dumba$$. I said sorry to those guys then went back to what were doing.

I was drawing Mark from Mew Mew power, he was my favorite character and also the girls, I don't really Like the girls, they're just my favorites, until I felt something tho.

Alphys was tapping on my shoulder. I kinda turned my head to see her, she said that she's gonna sit down for a while and she did. Well obviously. I kinda passed a piece of paper, I wrote there. “Um Alphys I kinda have some sort of phobia though." I passed to her cause she's my Seat mate at the left while BP is on my right.

The teacher came in and started with our first subject, I took a glance from Alphys and she nodded. Okay she gets it now
I spend the day listening care fully cause if i don't. I'm dead. Grades are dead. No diploma either. Like my brother used to tell me that if you loose a pen, you'll get these;

No pen-no notes
No notes-no study
No study-no grades
No grades-fail
Fail-no diploma
No diploma-no work
No work-no money
No money-no food
No food-skinny
Skinny-ugly
Ugly-No marriage
No marriage- No kids
No kids-alone
Alone-depression
Depression- sickness
Sickness-death

The last part death, welp my worst fear tho. I'm a skeleton. Why should I have the fear of death? I wonder..

*the school bell just rang (and its so loud and so annoying you could just throw it out of the window)
~Author Chann

Recess

I walked down the hallway, into my locker put all my stuff in there, that I don't need at the moment. Cause i'll pick em up later,
I dashed through the hallway again, avoiding jock or bullies but....................  suddenly  bumped into one. 'Sh##' I mumbled under my breath.

Ugh, I should've ran into someone like that..And that someone was.. 'Sh##' I bumped into Dumba$$ paint face. I'm sick, I'm gonna die, but I'm gonna get rekt, just tell the truth Fresh, don't lie. I thought to myself.

"Umm...uh..so..sorry i-i-didn't m-mean t-to b-bump i-into you l-l-like t-hat." I said picking him up. Well just eventually, I however, ended up walking away. But it didn't work. Cause he pinned me against the cold lockers. Well not as I expected.
I thought to myself. However he was pinning me while holding the collar of my shirt.

** Third Person's P.O.V **

"Well, well what do we have here?" PJ said smiling like a dumba$$ like he is, and Fresh is mostly obvious, shaking, sweating a little. Fresh gritted his teeth. "Huh? it's that nerd PJ! Lets beat him up for pushing us through!" BP said smiling.

Well the first thing they did to him was...................BP threw 2 baseballs at him but he dodged them since he'a smart when it comes to throwing stuff at him. BP got mad so he tried to punch him in the stomach but he dodged it by making his waist sway to the right in a feminine way.

BP growled in pain, and now he was going to kick him. Surprisingly, He learned gymnastics at summer with his brother, just Fresh and him. Well not in a real gymnastics school. 'Cause Fresh wanted Cray to teach to him. Instead of the teachers there, it can be really painfull. So he jumped on top and he did a backflip, he was going to run but PJ grabbed the collar of Fresh's shirt from the back.

Great.

He turned Fresh around, He then pinned Fresh back again. "Tough huh? Can you hold still instead?" PJ said with cold tone in his voice, "Eh, i would take that as a no." Fresh said before slipping away but then he grabbed his waist, BP punched his stomach once again.

** Fresh's P.O.V **

Fresh nearly coughed out blood. Now it was PJ's turn. He kicked my legs so I couldn't stand. I stumbled, falling down to the cold tiles. And now I coughed blood. He grabbed my shirt's collar he punched ribs and then just then let me go. Falling butt-first, they left me there bleeding. Luckily Alphys found and approached me, and took me to the nurses office.

I didn't see anything that time. My vision was blurry and it darkened to make it worst, so many phobias I tried to avoid.
It's so much, stress, depression, and alot of work I need to rest, no I need to die, its going to be the worst  thing in my life

I'm useless
I'm stupid
I'm a stupid piece of sh#t
I'm disgusting
I'm gross
I'm hideous
I'm a screw up
I'm a slip up
I'm a f### up
I'm no hero
I'm nothing
I'm dumb
I'm helpless
I'm stressed
I'm depressed
I'm weak
I'm nothing
I'm just nothing to them
I'm nothing to any of them
I just want to get a coma
I wanna die
Leave me alone
So alone
So lonely
So like an idiot
I don't want to eat
Starve myself
Dont want to do anything
I don't want to drink
I'd rather be thirsty
I'd rather be suffering
I'd rather be suffocating
I wanna kill myself
I wanna break my legs apart
I want myself to shatter
I want my memory to be broken
Full of broken memories
Full of dust
Clouding my mind
I wanna hurt myself until I can feel
the restless pain
I want the pain to end, no last forever
I want to be tortured
I wanna be murdered
I don't want to feel emotions
I don't want feelings
I wanna be tortured like the other
Poor souls that suffered
I just wanna suffer
I wanna get sick
I don't want to open my eyes
I don't want anything I just want to
Stay like this forever and ever
I wanna cry and call for help they
Wont listen
They just ignored me
That's what people are for
Being so weak
I don't want anyone to heal me
I just wanna stay like this
I wanna bleed forever
Until I run out of blood
I don't want it to end
I wanna comit suicide
I just wanna jump out of high building
I wanna get hit by a car
Hurt myself
Letting myself feel the pain
I don't care if don't matter to them
I don't want to be loved
I want to be hated
Like I'm always like that
I don't care if they hurt me
I don't care if they want to help me
Help me with my pain
I want them to break me to pieces
Just bury me deep
Throw me around and hurt me
Like you don't care
Just kill me

Please......

I DONT MATTER TO ANYONE! NOT TO EVERYBODY!
EVERY BODY HATES ME, EVERY ONE DOSENT CARE
ABOUT ME, I JUST don't

matter..............................

*** Alphys P.O.V ***

oh my, I saw Fresh lying on the floor bleeding, I got a few friends to help me and its worth alot to thank them. Fresh is bleeding so badly, and I'm so worried. The nurse said that he'll be fine, but I don't know how I found Fresh bleeding. I was just going to my locker just to catch up with Fresh so that I put all of my stuff down and well, I was in a rush. Cause i haven't been friends with anybody before except for Fresh.

After walking through the hallways, I saw something terrible. Fresh was just lying dead, found on the floor, just just bleeding so bad! I knew who did this. But I don't think I can point it out, cause Fresh might of done something wrong and I'm sure he didn't mean it. I'm sure of it, but I'm not sure tho. Im sure that jocks did this. But who? I'm just stressed from thinking! I'm so worried! When will he wake up? I brainstormed some jocks that I know, well the stronger ones that I know are;

PJ
Bp
Undyne
Skater Girl

I'm pointing out PJ and BP but I'm not sure.
I'm gonna kill my brain If I can't think.

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Fresh has gotten suicidal right?? and next chapter it contains SWEARING so WARNING

(EDITED: 11/8/19