Seshi's Pov

I came back to hotel with a heavy heart and saw Abhi waiting for me at the restaurant.I saw him and he looked a bit tipsy.Did he drink?But why?!He never drinks but he looks so sober.He sighed and looked at me.I can sense his anger and now why he is angry with me?

Is he angry with me?Did he come to know about the truth.I am really scared now.I don't want him to leave till I proove my innocence.How can he think that I can harm Neelu.

What I learnt today is really devastating?Neelu was pregnant at that time.I closed my eyes and remembered that day. She was lying on the bed in pool of blood.We used to share the same flat despite of our family rivalry.It's because of her brother.

Abhi used to love me crazily.He chased me and made me fell for him.He asked me whether I can share my room with his sister as I am searching for a roommate.I was happy and accepted without any second thoughts as he told me that he can't trust any one here.

She was very happy to share the room at first but later she started avoiding me.She started befriending some rich and famous girl of the university.

We belongs to different departments so it's difficult for me to stalk her all the time.I even asked Abhi make her understand.It's not that I hate them but they are different and their lifestyle is pretty lavish and reckless.

She felt I am restricting her by manipulating her brother's mind started blackmailing me.She threatened me that she will reveal our pretty secret relationship to our families.So I stopped bothering about her.I still feel ashamed for that,probably I was too young and afraid of loosing my Abhi.

But what's the use.We are no more a couple.I came out from my thoughts as Abhi tapped the tabble and looked at me with a wan smile.

"Sorry"I stuttered and looked away.

"Let's dine first,I want to talk to you"He said in a serious tone.

"Okay"I mumbled and lowered my head.

"Ah...!"I was about to ask him something but I felt really weird about his intense gaze.His eyes or on me and they were literally accusing me for some thing.I rubbed my forehead in disgust and tried to smile a bit.He smiled back but it's not a mere smile,it's something more than that.

"It's over"I placed my fork and spoon back and looked at Abhi lowering my head a bit.

"Mine too"He dropped the fork and spoon recklessly and looked at me as he is waiting for me to finish the food.I gulped in fear.I know,I can clearly sense he is angry with me.

We walked out of the restaurant and rambling towards our rooms.

I was about to enter my room but he dragged me inside.I can say I didn't notice when he caught my wrist and literally dragged me inside hastily.I was faltering all the time and was panting.I fluttered my eyes and he pinned me to the wall.

He looked into my eyes.His eyes are moist,tears brimmed in his eyes.

"Why did you do that?"His voice is so screechy and it's confirmed he took alcohol.My heart clenched for a second.Why is he angry with me?Did he came to know about my plan?

"Answer me?"He shouted on the top of his lungs.

"What did I do?"I asked looking into his eyes which are just few inches away from mine.

"Ahh...Don't you know what you did?"He asked in a sarcastic tone.

"No"I answered and placed my hand on his cheek.He took my hand and kissed my knuckles and heaved a sigh.

"Why did you buy all the crude material at once?Why did you blackmailed the supplier,our old dealer to bluff us that he ran out of stock?"He looked at me.Tears are flowing from my eyes.How did he came to know about this little secret of me.Who did spill the beans.I cursed my ill luck.I felt useless,and worthless.Now he hates me more?!How can I proove him that I am an innocent.I let a sob escape from my mouth.

"Don't cry"He shouted

"It's hurts me,makes me remember my mistakes.I am a monster"He mumbled.I hugged him instantly and he freed me from his arms.But I didn't back off we stood there like that for a second.I know he is struggling to hug me back.His arms are pretty reluctant to embrace me.I didn't give up.

"It hurts.I will hurt you again,stay away from me"He said closing his eyes and they are trailing down my shoulder.I hugged him more.

"Please Seshi,Please"This time he said sincerely.

"I didn't hurt Neelu,I didn't kill her"I whispered in his ear.

He just pushed me away from him and stood showing me his back.

"I know you hate me for killing her but the truth is I am not a murderer"I barely spoke those words and slumped on the floor on my knees.

"Yes Abhi,My heart broke into million pieces.I felt betrayed.How could you think I was behind her murder.It was exactly four months after her death. You broke with me for a very lame reason.I wanted to slap you.Don't you know I am Mr.Viswanath's daughter ?Then why it became a problem so suddenly for you?I wanted to ask you but don't know why I felt there is some thing beyond this.I enquired your friends and got to know about this.I was shattered to know that your family hates me for your sister's death and some one rescued me.I learnt that dad did it in order to keep up my heart.How could you believe it Abhi?"I looked at him,He looked at me without any expression.

"Then I came to know the reason behind your hatred.I felt like I can't sit quite.I know I will get some clue once I come here.I wanted to prove you my innocence.I don't want to remind as a murderer in your eyes."

"Hence I bought all the crude material purposefully for twice the amount.I even threatened that dealer to stay calm.I wanted you to come to me and come here with me.I wanted you to know the truth.The bloody damn truth for which you broke with me."I am sobbing and he came to me calmly.

He made me stood up and handed me a glass of water.

"Why this fake concern?"I was about to push the water glass but he made me drink holding my wrist firmly.

I was hitting his hand with my fist but he didn't budge a bit.I frowned.

"Do what ever you want to do but I won't fall for you again.They why would it matter whether I hate you or not?Even though you proove me your innocence it's hard for me accept us as a couple again"His words shocked me.Why did he became like a rock.His voice is devoid of any emotion.

I stood up and ran away to my room.

I felt alone again.He doesn't love me and Here  I love him more than myself.What does future hold for us?I closed my eyes and let my tears roll over my cheeks.Why my eyes are so reluctant to accept the truth.

Though I have seen him with my eyes and heard him with my ears it's still hard to believe his words.Is there any thing that's stopping him?I don't know.