Why me?
They don't know my story,
Of years of abuse and cutting,
I wasn't made in a laboratory

Why me?
I have feelings that can be hurt,
Yet they show no mercy
Kicking me around like dirt

Stupid, ugly, fat
All they do is downgrade
Which one today,
Shall I use the sharpest blade?

Two is not enough,
Shall I do three?
Will I be able to please them?
Will I finally be free?

I grab the pills
Is the whole bottle good?
Yes, I'll empty it
Why am I so misunderstood?

I swallow
The world starts to spin
I fall, everything is black
Will this make them grin?

What is it like being a parent?
Raising your child, to never hurt a soul
Telling them bullying is wrong
Teaching them about self-control

Do you tell them about me?
The guilt that grew
When you found out I died?
What did I do?

Why me?
Why are rope necklaces worn?
Why are many pills swallowed?
Why are wrists slit and torn?