Previously in Little O'Connor...

Sarah stares at the blank screen letting tears drop freely. "That's our story...a tragic one. It was a day after this video Cipher snatched him." she whispers taking a deep breath. "And now you know." She says getting up and grabbing the box of tapes. "I'm glad I watched this with you." she smiles at me solemnly. I grab the box from her hand and place it down before grabbing her wrist and pulling her close to me. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for everything I did to you when you had no memory, I'm sorry I treated women like shit, I'm sorry I almost..." She stops me. "Carter...it's okay. Your friends Liam and Jesse explained everything to me. You didn't go that far, and I understand why you sought control." she mumbles hugging me as I keep a tight hold on her before finally letting her go. "I'm gonna go take a bath and then prep dinner." she smiles slightly taking the box of tapes with her. "Now you know the story about Dimitri and I." She says closing the door behind her as I stand there taking in all the information I just watched.

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Sarah wakes up the next morning and heads to the kitchen to make breakfast. She pulls out the waffle maker and starts mixing the batter. She tries to remain as quiet as possible so Carter can get some extra sleep. "Hey Brian." she whispers answering the phone. "Hey, Sare...guess who challenged you to a race." Sarah chuckles a little. "Is it David? Does he want a rematch?" She says taking the waffles out quickly. "Fuck, that's hot!" she whispers yells sucking on her fingers. "Nope. James. James Capaldi." Sarah groans. "Really? After all these years he wants to race me?" Sarah groans. "Guess he's been practicing and he said he had the perfect deal." Brian laughs. "Well, we will see about that tonight. This will be his first official race." She says pouring more batter into the waffle maker. "I'll see you all there." She hangs up sighing.

She turns around to put the waffles on the counter behind her unaware of Carter leaning against the door frame shirtless and only in sweats. "So...a race?" She jumps looking at him. "Shit man!" She holds her chest. "Give me a warning at least!" Carter laughs walking over. Sarah looks at him eyeing his body as he walks over to the island taking a seat after grabbing a few waffles. She can't help but stare at his abs and chest. She quickly looks away hoping he didn't notice, passing him the syrup. "Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you." He smirks mischievously. She rolls her eyes drowning her waffles in syrup before taking a big bite. "Damn, I missed waffles." She groans taking another bite. "James challenged me to a race." Carter looks at her astonished. "You wanna come? Your friends can come too." Carter nods rapidly. "Yes! I can finally get the full experience." Sarah smiles at his excitement. "You wanna get into the street racing life?" She raises a brow at him. "Would the British Mafia even allow that?" Carter smirks. "Well I am a higher up in the Mafia so I get to do what I want."

Sarah takes his plate. "You get to do what you want?" Carter nods. "I get to do what I want, I get what I want when I want it." He says staring at her intently as she washes their plates unaware of him staring. "So you're basically like a prince in the Mafia world." She laughs as she dries her hands as Carter walks behind her. "You could say that." He whispers in her ear dropping a fork in the sink. Sarah stares at it. "You better wash that before I bury you in the ground." She glares at him. He quickly washes the fork under her gaze.

Carter's POV

She stared me down as I washed the fork. I look at her after I finish and nervously smile. "Good." She nods walking out of the kitchen. I breathe out in relief. I walk over texting Liam to gather everyone to meet at the bunker.

I sigh going into the bathroom to shower. I hop in quickly getting lost in my thoughts. 'Sarah'. I close my eyes remembering how she danced at the party. "Fuck." I mumble washing my hair as I'm being turned on. I couldn't help it she's just on my mind all the time now. I have a craving for her. A need that needs to be satisfied. My hands start to touch myself unconsciously as if they had a mind of their own. I groan out quietly as I touch myself imagining her body on mine. My pace quickens up and my shaft as I moan. "Sarah." I let the water hit me as I moan out her name as I hit my climax really quickly. I hear a knock at the bathroom door and my eyes widen. "Carter? Are you okay in there? I thought I heard you call me." I hear Sarah's voice. I look around frantically trying to come up with a good excuse. "I..uh...I forgot a towel!" I quickly say hopping out of the shower. "Oh! I'll get you one." I hear her walk away for a minute. I sigh in relief. "Control yourself Carter!" I whisper to myself before hearing her knock again. I open the door a little peeking out as she holds out a towel for me.

"Thank you." I smile slightly taking it. She nods as I walk out with the towel wrapped around my waist forgetting to close the door. She raises a brow. "Um, there's a towel right there Carter." Sarah says pointing at the towel hanging near the shower. I chuckle nervously. "Wow, I must be blind!" Sarah chuckles looking at me for a while before quickly walking out. I stand there completely embarrassed.

Sarah's POV

I quickly walked out of Carter's room before I stood there staring at him. The towel wrapped around his waist was deadly low hanging on to him, his body was built like a damn demi-god. I found it weird that he called me for a towel when there was one already there. For a second I thought he may have fallen since it sounded more like a groan. I shake the thought out of my head when I hear a knock on the door. I peer out the peephole and see Carter's friends standing there. I open the door and give them a warm smile. "Hi, come on in!" They walk in immediately taking in their surroundings. "Woah, Carter was not kidding when he said it's bigger on the inside." Jesse says looking at me as Carter walks out nicely dressed.

They quickly turn their attention to him. "Hello sir." they nod at him formally. I raise my brow. "Uh uh...in my house you are not gonna call him sir, master, daddy, or whatever the fuck you call him. He may be your boss outside but you're in my territory." Carter looks at me smirking. "Daddy huh?" I roll my eyes as Sophia walks in still behind Liam. Carter sits down with them. Liam looks at him. There was an awkward silence. I slip into the kitchen whistling. "He's got a lot of explaining to do to them." I whisper to myself grabbing drinks and snacks for the guest.

"I...I just wanted to apologize." I hear Carter say. "You scared us Carter...you changed after college." Lincoln says in annoyance. "You hurt the people we love when we wouldn't listen to you." Jesse mumbles. "I know... I know. I wish I could go back in time and change that." Liam looks at him for a few seconds. "We understand the abuse you went through Carter. Your dad was evil, truly. You vowed you wouldn't become him yet you ended up doing exactly that." Zack nods in agreement. "Well, sometimes trauma can have that effect." Sophia speaks up. Carter looks at her appreciatively. I take a deep breath and walk out setting the tray down. "Plus...I would kick his ass if he ever decided to go back to his old ways." I blurt out handing them their drinks. Zack laughs a little looking at me. "You're a tough one, aren't you? I did research on you. you got quite the record." Zack says as I hand him his beer. I nod. "Well, what can I say, I'm not a saint either." Sophia sits next to me smiling. "Thank you for all the snacks." I open a beer for Carter and hold it out for him. "Carter." He looks at me and takes the beer. "She would kick my ass." He smiles a little. "I really am truly sorry...I never thought I would turn into a monster."

Liam looks at him. "It's okay mate...I believe you." I hear Carter sigh in relief. I take a seat next to Carter and he tenses up. "You...okay? I can move." I say chuckling. He quickly shakes his head. "No! No. I'm fine." Sophia looks at me raising a brow and I give her a shrug.

Time quickly passes as we chat about their lives in London. "Wait wait, so y'all know Deckard Shaw?" I look at them in shock. "Yeah. My father worked with him a while back." Carter says chuckling. "Ain't no way! The world is not that small." I say in disbelief. "Well, the Mafia has a lot of connections." Jesse answers. "It's 8 PM..." Carter says making me shoot up. "Shit, I gotta get ready. I'll meet you all there?" Carter nods as I give him a key to one of the cars.

I rush into my room and start getting ready. I look at myself in the mirror holding onto my necklace which has my engagement ring on it. I smile slightly taking it off ready to let go. I walk out of the room, grab my keys, and take one last glance at it hanging on my lamp.

Carter's POV

Once we are there it's already packed with so many people. The guys look around with wide eyes. "Woah!" They get out of their car and head my way. "Right. It's absolutely insane." I say as I see Dom walking up to me. "You made it. Come on follow me." We all follow him as people greet him. I spot James looking around for Sarah clearly. "Where is she?" He asks Dom. "She's on her way Capaldi." He chuckles. I glare at James as he looks at me smirking. Just then I hear a familiar rev of a car and look behind me to see Sarah pulling her car up to the starting point and getting out as Dom goes over to check out her car. "Woah.." I look at her from top to bottom. She's wearing really short jean shorts and a tight red crop top, with high-heeled combat boots. "Woah is right." James says licking his lip and staring at her like she's his prey. "Dick." I mumble under my breath as she walks up. "Stop gawking James before I cut your eyes out." She threatens him.

"I can't help it. you're just so damn sexy." He smirks. A crowd starts to gather. "Yeah, I'll be sexier when I pink-slip your car." she smirks crossing her arms over her chest. "Princess of Street Racing is a little too confident." The crowd gasps. "James. YOU challenged me. I didn't challenge you." James smirks stepping a little too close for my liking. "Well princess, get ready then... 'cause you're about to eat your words." He says leaning to kiss her cheek before she pushes him away. "Nice try James." She says walking over to her car. She looks through the crowd looking for someone. Her eyes land on me and smiles giving me a wink as I walk over to the edge to watch. Jesse notices and pats my back. "You totally have a thing for her." He smirks as he sees me tense up. I look around and see people chanting Sarah's name. "She must feel so famous here." Sophia says as she watches Sarah rev her car for the crowd.

James looks over at Sarah and does the same but his car is nothing compared to hers. "Alright, you guys get ready!!!!" Letty yells walking up in between the two cars to start the signaling. I watch intently and start chanting with the crowd. The guys look at me raising their brows. "This is definitely a new side to him." Liam says to Zack. "GO!!" is all I hear before I see both cars take off. Brian comes and stands next to me as he watches intently. "Come on Sarah!" He yells as if she can hear him. I start getting anxious as she drifts on the bridge. "Come on." I whisper to myself. James was in the lead after using his Nos. Sarah was close behind before she used her quickly gaining the lead as they got closer. "Yes! Yes!" I pump my fist in the air. Brian looks over at me laughing. "That's it get in the spirit!" He slaps my back. Sarah crosses the finishing point and I immediately push past the crowd to get to her. She gets out of the car smirking as James pulls up clearly in shock.

I finally get to her and pick her up surprising her. I twirl her around. "YES!!!" I yell out as she laughs. James walks over scowling at me as I put her down. "You really are getting into the spirits big boy." She says smiling. She looks at James who's standing there quietly. "Well, Capaldi she holds her hand. "Well played O'Connor." He sighs handing over the pink slip. She takes it. "Word of advice James, street racing isn't all about winning or losing...It's about having fun." She says as he steps up a little. "And since this is your first official race. Keep it." She holds the slip out. He takes it looking at her shocked. "Have fun and let loose when racing." She smiles. "Dimitri was a lucky guy...I see that now. He deserved you." James says looking at her with a newfound respect. He walks away to go grab drinks with his friends. Sarah smiles as she's greeted by the crowd. "Come on." She says nodding over to the building which is filled with people partying.

I follow her over and meet up with the rest. "Two shots!" The bartender nods sliding over some shots. She hands me one. "To this win." I raise my glass as she quickly down the shot. I chuckle as some of the girls pull her over to dance. Jesse walks over to me and looks over to where she is following my line of sight. "Bro..." He gulps as he watches as well. Sarah sways her hips dancing against one of the girls. I quickly grab another shot and down it. "She's gonna kill me." I growl watching intently as she dances biting her bottom lip and smiling, running her hands through her hair. Jesse chuckles. "She's one hell of a woman. I see why you've taken a liking to her." He smiles grabs another beer and leans against the bar, eyeing her, licking his lips. Without thinking I find myself walking over to her.

I pull her out from between the girls and pull her towards me. I smirk leaning close to her ear. "Dance with me." She sucks in a breath laughing slightly. I press her against me as she turns around dancing bringing her hands to my face as she sways against me. "God damn." I mumble with desire. She seems to notice and smirks leans her head against my chest and she grinds against teasing me. "Fuck." I growl. "You have any idea what you do to me." I whisper again in her ear. "Mmm... I have some idea, big boy." I decide to grind myself against her as well. "What? You thought I didn't know how tense you get when I'm around." She says letting out a gasp as I continue to grind against her with my hands on her hip to keep us in sync. She turns to face me locking her arms around my neck and bringing her lips close to my ear. "Tell me the truth Carter...what were you doing in the shower that you called out for me." I feel her smirk against my ear. My face reddens as she looks at me. "N..nothing." She pushes me against the table. "Really?" She says pulling away slightly. I pull her right back against me. "I was thinking about you..." She smirks. "Good boy." She says getting out of my grip as she walks away leaving me completely hard and dumbfounded. Roman and Brian walk over to me, both narrowing their eyes at me. "Why don't we have a little chat Carter." Brian says putting his arm around my shoulder. I tense up.

"Relax...relax." Brian says looking at me with a straight face as Roman puts his arm around me as well trapping me between the two. My eyes dart around looking for Sarah. "Sarah, it's very rare for her to be acting like this with just any guy." Brian starts. I nod to let him know I'm listening with my lips pursed. "If you do anything...ANYTHING to her to cause an issue. We will hunt you down." Roman states as they see Sarah walk over with two water bottles. They quickly stand up straight and smile at her. "Hey Sare, we were just catching up with our friend Carter here." Roman says gritting the word 'friend' between his teeth. I let out a nervous laugh. "Yeah...that's what we were doing." She chuckles as they stalk off, handing me a water bottle. "Thought you needed some hydration after our little...session." She blushes a little taking a drink of her water.

I regain my composure and look over at her. "Mmm. You really know how to get a man hot and bothered." I give her a sly grin. She gives me a side eye indicating she's looking at me and listening. "I do not." She smirks acting oblivious to the fact. I look around a little before grabbing her hand lightly and slowly bringing it to my crotch. Her eyes widen when she realizes what I'm doing. "Carter..." She breathes out trying to pull her hand back. "Brian might see us!" She whispers, her face as red as a tomato. I place her hand on my bulge. She freezes looking at me. "You did this Sarah...with your little dance, and then looking absolutely fucking sexy in the clothes you chose to wear. Do you feel how hard I am?" I whisper into her ear placing a kiss behind it. She stays still for a second before retracting her hand quickly. "Well...guess you'll have to take care of that now won't you." She smirks patting my face. "Have fun big boy." She winks walking away from me. Liam walks up to me. "So, what was that?" I look at him. "What was what?" I say shrugging as if I don't know what he's talking about. "Yeah, your friend down there says something else." I choke on my water coughing. He and the other guys start laughing loudly at my embarrassment. "You guys are assholes." I mumble. "Hey brother, no need to be embarrassed." Zack says slapping my back as we watch Sarah and Sophia chat at the bar. I watch as Sarah grabs her jacket and keys to head out.

"Well, boys...I'm gonna head out." I say keeping my eyes on her, grabbing my keys from my pocket. "We'll see you later boss..." They chuckle as I walk off quickly.

Sarah's POV

I start walking over to my car very well knowing Carter is watching me. I lick my lip as I get into my car watching him walk to his vehicle. "Still got it." I say to myself as I start driving to the bunker speeding to get there before he does.

Upon entering the bunker I quickly sit on the counter awaiting Carter's arrival. Soon enough he stumbles into the kitchen as if he searched the whole house. "Following me home now?" I smirk. He drops his expensive blazer on the floor and walks up to me clearly desperate for me. "You are going to be the death of me woman." I giggle slightly as he strolls up grabbing me by the hips and bringing my body close to his. "You're a tease." I raise my brow acting confused. "Really?" He growls as his eyes grow dark with desire and lust. "Don't play these games with me Sarah." I gasp as he throws me over his shoulder.

"Carter! Put me down!" I laugh as he carries me with him. He places me down once we get to his room pinning me to the wall keeping both hands against the wall as if I'll run off on him. "What are you doing to me O'Connor." He mumbles resting his forehead on mine. His breath hits my face as he rubs his nose against mine. "Same thing you're doing to me Alvarez..." He smirks. "Oh...so I turn you on?" He brushes his lips against mine. "I'm just good at hiding it." I mumble against his lips teasing him.

He crashes his lips against mine hungrily holding on to my face. The sparks flew and my stomach fluttered when our lips touched. I kiss him back equally passionate. "Fuck Carter." I moan slightly as he starts kissing my jaw as his hands feel every inch of my body. "You smell intoxicating." He mumbles against my neck as I fumble with unbuttoning his shirt. He pulls away slightly to quickly pull it off and he pulls mine off. We stumble together towards his bed. I pull away pushing him onto it and climbing on top, straddling his hips. "Such a beautiful sight." He says running his hands over my body before massaging my covered breast. I moan slightly as I grind myself against his hard bulge. He takes my bra off smoothly. "Experienced are you now?" I breathe out as he groans at the sight in front of him.

He flips me over so fast I don't have time to react. He smirks. "Sorry gorgeous, I like being in control." He says quickly undoing his belt and kissing down his body. "Well, that's gonna be a problem now isn't it." I say biting my lip impatient as he teases me. "Patience kitten." He pulls his pants down and swiftly pulls my shorts off. "Shit. you're soaking...I can see it through your panties." He chuckles as he places his hand down there teasing me further.

"Is this payback for teasing you all this time?" I moan out as he presses harder as I buck my hip. "You left me hard way too many times to count baby." He smirks at my vulnerable state. "Yeah, well two can play at this game." I start rubbing him over his boxer. "Fuck, stop, your gonna make me come already." He growls pinning my hands to the side as I let out a breathy laugh as he spreads my legs, slowly peeling my panties off. He lips teasingly close to my exposed clit. He licks it looking up at me as I squirm moaning. "Tasty." My impatience gets the best of me. I tangle my hands in his hair and push his face into me. He quickly starts to work on me with his mouth, his tongue working expertly. "Yes, yes, Carter." I moan as he flicks his tongue faster. He hums against it in pleasure as I start getting close to my climax. He pulls away suddenly. "Carter." I growl glaring at him. He smirks as he starts pulling his boxers down. "I didn't want you to have all the fun Sare." My eyes widen looking down at his massive hard manhood. "Like what you see?" I just gape at him. "Listen, I haven't had sex in almost three years, I don't think it's gonna fit Carter." I chuckle nervously as he rolls on a condom. "Oh, we'll make it fit baby, I'll be gentle in the beginning." He says slowly pressing his lips against mine, rubbing his erection against my clit. He started to push in slowly as he looked into my eyes. My head falls back at the sensation. "Carter." I moan into his ear. "Damn, you're so tight." He groans in pleasure staying still for a few minutes as I get used to him, kissing my jaw sweetly. "You better start moving before I take control." He chuckles at my impatience, amused. He starts to thrust in and out.

"Fuck yes!" I moan out rocking my hips to meet him. "Sarah." He moans out my name against my lips as he starts moving harder. I arch my back as pleasure pulses through my entire body. His thrusts get harder and faster as he holds on to my hips to keep me stable. "You feel so fucking good as I fuck you." He breathes out gripping my hips tighter as my walls tighten around him. "Come with me Sare." I kiss his neck as we both start to reach our limit coming together. "Carter!" I yell out hitting a high I haven't felt in so long. He slowly slides out of me breathing hard, collapsing on top of me. "That was.." I laugh slightly. "Amazing." He completes it for me rolling off of me and bringing me close to his chest to cuddle into him. "You make me feral for you Sarah." He says kissing my head.

I smile slightly. "I should...go to my room" I sit up. Carter looks at me as I start getting up. "No, you're not." He pulls me back down. "Stay. Please." I chuckle against his chest nodding. I trace my hands around the tattoos on his chest. "You alright Sarah?" He looks down at me concerned. "Yeah..." I smile slightly. "It's just, It's gonna take me time to get used to all of this. Moving on from him." I sigh kissing his chest as he rubs my back soothingly.

"I understand." He whispers as he starts to fall asleep. I follow shortly after, drifting into a deep sleep.

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I have no words, I write these for y'all. Enjoy - S.K.