This was written very quickly so the actual writing quality is pretty shitty (i'd tried to read over it and nearly gouged my eyes out) but i've decided not to rewrite it: I think it gets the point across okay as it is and it would need a lot of work to get it up to a resonable standard so I'd rather spend my time writing new fics and finishing Human woo! So it would mean a lot to me if you could sorta overlook the bad writing and the mistakes (I'm sure there are hundreds) and just focus on the story/idea thing :)

I wrote it at 2am after getting back from Summer in the City (sdfghjk) after meeting all my idols (like dan and phil oh my god) and the phanfic writers i rly love and look up to which is why I wrote it, but it was never meant to be anything special. It's just a word vomit after listening to the song 'All the Little Lights' by Passenger (all credit for the lyrics goes to him~) because I was inspired!

I also wrote it because my friend asked me to write some child!phan but there's only a couple of chapters of that. If there's anything you'd like me to write please let me know!

This is the last of my delves into first person (Dan’s POV) past tense – Human,For Phil and now this have all been a bit of a challenge to make myself get better at writing it even though I really dislike it so by now I should be pretty good at it idk

anyway, please please let me know what you think! I really love reading your comments and ily all <3

As to the companion piece (things he never did) i wrote it because the repeater i was using to listen to all the little lights while i was writing that one sometimes fucked up and moved onto the next song in the playlist (things you've never done) and it just seemed to carry on so well from what i’d just been writing that i had to write it - i very nearly didn’t post it but then i’d just been giving a pep talk to my friend persuading her not to be scared of posting something shitty so i felt guilty so now you have to read this sorry it’s more than a bit shitty i’m not proud of it but i felt phil’s side of the story needed closure idek if you’re reading this then hi send me a joke bc i’m bored