Hello,

It's me. Mason.

Jaylen died today.

My sweet angel died today.

I found her letters.

I love her so much.

I didn't think it was possible for me to love like this.

I've been in love with her since 3r grade, when I first met her.

But she was too pure and beautiful for me to pursue, so I loved her from afar.

It was a mistake to sleep with the people I did, I knew it hurt Jaylen but I wanted to get over her.

I  acted as if I had a relationship with her before. No, no I was just hopelessly in love with her.

I would have rather killed myself than seen her cry over me.

I guess I never realized that she noticed me and the people I slept with.

What a fucking mistake.

I was a disaster.

I'm happy I got time with her though, I didn't think I would get to love her like I did those past months.

I loved her so fucking much.

Jaylen diNour, I will love you till the end of time.

My heart hurts.

I'm aching everywhere.

I can't stop crying.

But now I think I've run out of tears, I'm crying without the tears.

I think I'm more than in love.

Jaylen, my beautiful love, I will never look back on the past, do not dwell, do not do as you did.

But, I'll never forget you.

I love you.

Mason Black.