JON,    

I have finally done it. I have escaped. I have no idea where I am but I know I am in a town. A small village. I have found a place to stay and they have promised that they can get my message to you. Jon please don't do anything crazy. I'm coming to you. Not the other way around.

I havent heard from you since I told you I was leaving. Have you written? Do you think I'm dead? Have you forgotten me? I hope not.

I jumped into the river and found myself on a shore. Something terrifying happened. I saw you in the water. The cold, cold water. But you werent really there. I was scared and you werent really there.

We will be together soon, my love. I cannot wait to see you. To hold you.

CATALINA