Okay not shouting names.

But I resently ended a relationship with them because of safety.

Now we were chatting a little back. Dude had a second choice if I didn't work out

And acted like it was nothing.

It freaking hurts dude— like wth.

So my little ass is to scared to date anyone.

"What if I'm a second choice?" :'3 

"What if they're lying because they feel bad?" 

"What if he's breaking someone's heart to be with me?"

My trust has been broken.

When it's broken it's basically impossible to earn back.

He hasn't.

I act like he has. And he's fine.

But chatting with him hurts. Because we're just "friends now" yeah a second choice friend I am.