Chapter 5 : Love Bug
Okay, I love hugs. I love human contact (not like that). I can only go so long without hearing someone's voice or seeing their face. I don't mean video chat, I mean face-to-face standing right in front of me. I hate not being near people, so I can only lock myself away in my room for so long.
Believe me, I love being alone. It's great because that means no headaches and no problems. But I can't stand not being able to move around and be around people. I would be so happy if anyone had the guts to walk up and hug me. That's honestly the greatest feeling. You know, getting random hugs from your friends who usually don't hand them out like fuck boys with STDs. Last year, there was this girl who told me that she doesn't hug people because they aren't her family, close friend or boyfriend. Our conversation went a little something like this after she said that.
Me: What do you mean?
Girl: I mean, I don't just hug people because I'm not dating them.
Me: I could hug anyone on this staircase right now and it doesn't mean I want a full-fledged relationship with them. I hug my friends all the time, doesn't mean I want anything more, it just means I care about them.
Girl: Okay, yeah. Alright, I see your point.
She tried to convince me that she would only hug a boyfriend and no one else. Who does that?
Anyways, human contact is actually very important for survival. Humans need to feel compatible with someone, they need consoling touches and someone to communicate with. People in general need to know they are loved and needed.
Basically, what I mean to say is, you are loved I promise. There, within a family member or a close friend, they love you sincerely and you don't even know. And you know deep down there is one person you care too much about to admit. Don't even lie, I see right through you.
Just know that someone out there loves you, enjoys your company, and can't stand to be without you.
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