Bound to one soul

      Never to love another

      Enduring years of abuse, neglect, torture

      Yet never fighting back

Craving only one thing for centuries

      One thing that is wanted

      One thing never experienced

      One thing that is impossible to penetrate

Experiencing violent acts all the time
      Dreading the next day

      Hoping for a change in heart

      The key hidden, its whereabouts unknown

On a suicide mission-again
      Constantly searching for a silver lining
       Failing; coming up empty-handed
      Now face the consequences

Overcome by darkness

      Drowning in pain

      Drowning in tears

      Desperate for air, relief, anything

At night, wishing for sleep

      Time away from the monster

      Away from the screams

      Crying until the real world disappears

Every night since forever ago

      Dreams are dreamt, being ignored

      Until tonight

      Dreaming about two things: fountains and love

Why, the answer's so obvious! 

      So simple! So easy!

      A trip is planned and made

      All prayer finally answered

Tricked, the solution is drank
      Don't breathe until the results are shown

      Waiting for one, two, three seconds

      Bingo! An instant change is seen

Affection is quickly shown

      Goodbye bruises, sorrow, and hand

      Hello adoration, feelings, and embraces

      The lock finally unlocked

Be careful when wishing; a nightmare may appear

      Attention is shown, but it turns into too much

      Quick! Hide! No more!

      Running away; can't handle much more

In the closet, locked doors

     Time is passed, lights out!

     Help is needed

     What to do?

There's only three things that can be done

      Each requiring a sacrifice

      Should be simple enough

      Anything to make life easier

Live with the constant overdose of affection

      Kill the source; freedom is near

      Terminate life; no more problems

      Which choice should be chosen?

Sacrifices of the first: suffocation of love 

       Of the second: loneliness until the end of time

       The third: eternity until the end of time

       Choose wisely!

No matter the choices one thing lies in common: Unhappiness forever

       Hurry up! Time is ticking! Take a pick!

       To live? To die? To kill?

       What shall it be? 

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