I have had trouble sleeping,
thinking, and eating
for the past few days
undoubtedly for the reason
to name myself naive
to have let myself down;
I can't believe I let the
same two people break my heart
not once but twice.
my father & you.
these words exactly have haunted me to no end
that my tears could fill planes in the sky
in order for them to sink down
into the same abyss they flew me in to.
I have no idea how to bring myself go back again.