this isn't fair
not even to you
she don't ease you like I do
the oceans have more calm then
that piece of shit you love
my innocence is here
and she's not fair
she plays rough while
I just sit and watch you fall apart
I want to end my chapter w u
too but I'm not hating
I love my freedom
cause you're just as crazy as her
and I reminded you too
she read into me easily
why did you never?
Exes don't remind you about all
the stuff you used to do
only you do and we both know why.
my cellphone lit up
and I know that you could never
be w her like u are w me
so it's time to close u too
the trees sway the same
even in another state
you could never be happy
not alone not w her
not w me
you learn to be patient
but never consistent
work all that bullshit out w her
but I remain a girl
standing by the wall
you wish you asked to dance
but you're not a man
you're still a boy
a man wouldn't be afraid to love me
wouldn't be surprised that I am happy
for him
I mean one thing to you
a friend
and that's why it had to end
I tried
but we will never mean a thing
unless you understand this.
I am not the problem
the actually is that you don't
realize the actual truth
so you are closed now too.
I am bored of this and so are you.