I just had to write this shit on my notebook because I come home to my
book open to this page

and I know for a fucking fact I didn't put it there. And it stresses me the fuck out because it had to be either my mom or dad who saw it. This was the page before.

I literally just tore these pages out and ran them in the sink and threw them away. I'm absolutely irate. I bet it was my mom omfg she always does that
Idk who tf was over(I've been gone all last night and pretty much day today) and I'm just pissed.
She just doesn't grasp?? That I am uncomfortable with people seeing it?
ESPECIALLY WHEN IM NOT FUCKING AROUND TO SUPERVISE?
LIKE THIS? THIS IS WHY I HIDE THINGS BECAUSE SHE'S SO FUCKING NOSEY AND SHIT!
She wants to show someone my art.
"Mom. It makes me uncomfortable I don't want to show them."
"But they're an artist too they should see it!"

OH of course!! Of course!! Yes you're an artist omg!!! I have to show you so you can call my style anime!!! Yes!!! I don't even know who the fuck you are yes please!!!
FUCK OFF THAT DOESN'T MEAN JACK SHIT TO ME?
I don't care if you're a fuCking artist I don't want to show you my shit
I'm not gonna show you my shit
But she always makes me
And I have to stare her the fuck down like
"LISTEN TO ME.
I get to pick what I show them."
But she doesn't know what consent is I don't think? God it just PISSES me off I'm just so fucking pissed like what the fuck uGH I'm just so mad I'm sorry guys
Now it looks like I can't even have my fucking notebook where I want to put it every time I doodle I'll have to fucking put it under lock and fucking key and go put it somewhere in my room

GOD I just I want to ask her about it but then she might pull some shit on me I don't even fucking know but I feel like she'd pull some shit where suddenly it's my fault??? I'm sorry???????
I'm not allowed personal shit?
Should I search through all your dirty secrets in your phone mom?

It's literally a diary
Personal, dear to me
And she's just fucking
Invaded my fucking privacy IM so pissed off like I'm actually embarrassed I wrote that on my notebook but OH MY GOD MOTHER CATCH A FUCKING HINT I SWEAR TO FUCK
She makes me so fucking angry I just want to fucking THROW HANDS I stg
Fine I'm done I'm done with this shit I'm going to fucking wake her ass up and ask her what the fuckkk?????

Bye