Vent?

I think I'm unhappy.
Can Pepsi be a substitute for alcohol?
I never want to drink alcohol because I hate my mom when she drinks and I never want to be like that.
And I never want to do drugs because my cousin overdosed on Heroin.
I might be overthinking, but I think it might be.
I'm unhappy and I drink Pepsi like it's going out of style.

Idk. Just my thoughts.
Sorry.