•Surprise..?•

Midoriya's [POV]

I was shaking at this point, what's mama gonna say!? I never had to do this before, I mean, how could I!? I was a virgin for goodness sake, wait...does this mean I lost my virginity before Kacchan then?...wait...WHY DO I CARE!? I could feel Shochan petting my hair, I loved the feeling of it, it was just a relaxing feeling. I began calming down, but thinking of ways to tell her.

The best way would be is to be direct, right?...But that doesn't mean she won't react differently, she could be disappointed in for all I know, or she could disown me, and kick me out of the house...I felt Shoto gently shaking me, and tears coming down my face. I looked at him, he gave me a sad smile, kissing my forehead. I don't really want to tell her, but I know I'll have to...I know! I don't have to tell her, I can write it out for her! I got up, being careful to not hurt Shochan.

I walked over to my desk area, grabbing a paper and a pencil. I starting for thinking of what to write, I decided to be straight forward, or just direct. Mostly because I want an answer as soon as possible, good or bad, I can't really change her answer, so...I began to write. I felt my hand glide against the paper, feeling the texture below my hand, the cold but rough feeling of it.

𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙼𝚊𝚖𝚊,

𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜, 𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚊𝚢, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜, 𝚒'𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖. 𝙾𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚛? 𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚝? 𝙰 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚢𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚢? 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚒 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕, 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕, 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢.
𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕. 𝙸 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗, 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒 𝚊𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗, 𝚒'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚋𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜. 𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸, 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕. 𝙼𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚒𝚖, 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎.
𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒'𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚒𝚝. 𝙸𝚝 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎. 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎, 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚒𝚝. 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒'𝚖 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝, 𝚒 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝, 𝚋𝚞𝚝...

𝙸𝚖 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚝.
-𝙸𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚞

I put the pencil down. I folded the paper, so it could fit into an envelope. I wrote on the front in one of my favorite hand writings, I was proud of it as a kid, not sure why.

꧁Fʀᴏᴍ Iᴢᴜᴋᴜ꧂

I grabbed the letter, and walked to the kitchen leaving it on the table. Leaving it to stay there till my mama opens it. I walk back to my room, putting the extra paper and the pencil away. I look at the bed to see that Shoto fell asleep, I quickly realized that I was writing that letter for about an hour, pausing time to time making it a bit longer then a hour.

I look at my phone to see that I got a text from my mama when we got to the doctors clinic, I read it, it was a standard text saying that she was coming back tomorrow, and that she hoped that the doctor appointment went well. I cleared my throat, walking over to the bed, laying down next to Shochan.

I made sure not to wake him up, laying my head on his chest. I felt him put my arms around my waist, I look up at him to see him giving me a tired, gentle smile, I give him one back, getting comfortable. I could hear his heart beat and his slow breathing. I felt myself getting drowsy, so I just closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling of him playing with my hair.

And so I fell asleep like that, being calm, but also having a turning feeling in my stomach.