It is so difficult to hide what I feel,
It seems the wounds of my heart have refused to heal.
I don't want to get used to you even though your words offer a smile,
Because every beautiful thing loses its shine .
I always wanted to tell you that you are my only mate,
Always wanted to ask, why don't you ever reciprocate?
But I suppress these thoughts as soon as they come,
For they give me pain, make me lonesome.
I would  never tell you that losing you is one of my worst fears,
Because I've learnt to smile through my tears .
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