I'm in a bad place night now but I just want to appreciate my best friend, my Richie. She just deserves so much more than she's getting. She's my rock, the one who's helped me through grief, tough times, and so much more. I don't thank her enough for putting up with me. I love her so much and it hurts to know that she doesn't see that. I'm always so wrapped up with my own problems that I never ask about you, and I'm sorry for that. Your problems are top priority for me, I'm just bad at showing that. I want her to know how much she's loved and how much she's worth. I want her to know she can talk to me, and to let her take some of the weight off her shoulders, that she doesn't have to handle everything on her own. So My Richie, you can come to me for anything,  I'll always be by your side in whatever way you want me to be. There's not a chance of getting rid of me, I'm sticking around for good.