Yellow walls. Sheer white curtains. Sunlight pouring into the room. The warmth that should have been there wasn't.  He groaned in disappointment. The spot had been for his lover was even cold. Like he had never been there at all. Like he was gone the entire night. 

He got up out of the bed and wandered into the living room expecting to see that his boyfriend there, sitting on the couch, drinking a mug of bean juice. But alas, he was not. He checked the bathroom, garage, kitchen, outside; the guy was nowhere to be found. 

He had checked his phone for the first time that morning and saw that he had a missed call from the other. He figured it was something about him being at the store so he didn't even bother checking it. 

Instead what he did was sit right in front of the television and turned on the news. First thing he saw was something about a murder. He shook his head. The news caster rambled on about the murderer, then she started talking about the location of the neighborhood. Jaebum leaned forward and turned up the television more. He had noticed that it was his neighborhood. Not only that but his house!

"32 year old, Im Ra Mi was murdered brutally by-"

Jaebum had shut the television off at this point and cradled his head in his hands. Silent cries escaped his lips. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. His wife had been killed. He got up grabbing his keys and coat and taking off to his house. 

When he got there he saw news stations there, a few cops and them taking away someone in handcuffs. The guy looked familiar.He pulled over his car and ran up to the cop blocking off the crime scene. "What's going on? Where's my wife? Who killed her?" He questioned right away. 

"I'm sorry! I love you!" He heard someone shout. He looked around and saw Youngjae being hauled away in a cop car. 

Jaebum snapped his attention back to the cop he was talking to, "Why is he being hauled away? What's going on?"

"Sir, please come down to the station with us. We have to question you." Jaebum immediately agreed and got into a car. 

When they got to the police station, they told Jaebum everything. He couldn't believe it. "Did you tell him to do it? Did you ever tell him you wanted her dead?" He shook his head. 

"No! Never! I loved her like a sister! Why would I- No!" The interrogation continued late into the day. Until the police had found that he was completely innocent. "Can I see him?" they let him go and see Youngjae. 

As soon as they saw let the older in, Youngjae ran over to him and tried to hug him but Jaebum pushed him to the side and to the floor. "You killed my wife you sick son of a bitch! How could you? She was your fucking best friend!" 

"It was an accident! I told her about what was going on and she threatened to stab me with a knife! I took it and stabbed her instead! I'm sorry!" He cried. 

"You took the knife and stabbed her! Why didn't you just throw it out of your reach? You didn't need to kill her! What the hell?" 

"I was scared!" 

"Well good luck in prison." with that the taller left the other in a sobbing state. He tried not to care but he spent a year in a relationship with this person. It was going to be hard but he knew that now that his lover was a murderer, he'd have to leave him. 

Maybe in a few years he would go back to him but at the moment, he wouldn't even bother with the other. He didn't want to be with a killer.